This is about a girl who suffers from hallucinations. They're not the hallucinations that you think someone would have. What she suffers from are hallucinations of people's voices talking to her 24/7. No one believes her when she tells them that she...
TRIGGERWARNING:ATTEMPTSUICIDE ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I'm back in my apartment, in the same corner as before crying again. The voices in my head are louder then before. It's like an echo that doesn't repeat what was said. They just keep talking about how he doesn't actually mean what he said, how no one loves me, how everyone that's somehow involved in my life would be better off if I was dead. I physically couldn't do anything. I wanted to go to Hyunjin and tell him about the voices but I just couldn't move. I ended up crying myself to sleep in the corner.
The next day I woke up to a beam of light hitting me in the face. The voices calm enough for me to get up and eat. Just to realize that I don't have any food yet. I growl to myself and went to go change. I tried on different outfits but ended up going with an oversized black hoodie, shorts, mid-shin length socks and a pair of black shoes.
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Once I was done with that I made the decision to go and ask Chan and the others if I could eat with them for today. I opened my door to see a shocked Chan about to knock. There was an awkward silence between us for a moment when he started to speak.
"Uh... sorry I didn't know you were about to leave. I just came over to ask if you want to join us for breakfast? I just thought that since you arrived yesterday you wouldn't have food already and would like to eat with us." He said with an awkward chuckle.
"That's funny I was actually on my way to your dorm to ask if I could eat with you guys." I said followed by another awkward chuckle.
"Well why don't we head over. The others are waiting for us." He said stepping out of the way so I could close my door.
The walk down the hall was silent. Uuuuntil we got inside their dorm.
"Hyung Jisung won't get out of my spot!"
"Chan we need you in the kitchen!"
"Chan Hyung Changbin won't let go off me!"
"Chan how many people are we feeding?! Is Morgana going to eat with us or not?" Woojin said walking out of the kitchen. "Oh. Good morning Morgana. Sorry about the ruckus." He said.
"It's fine. Are they always like this in the morning?" I asked walking to the kitchen to help.
"No. At times they're so tired from practice that they're as quite as the dead." Chan said.
"Oh. By the way I only saw 8. Where's the last person?"
"Dameit Hyunjin." I heard Chan mumbling. "I'll be back. I have to go wake the prince up." He said walking away.
I turned back to Woojin to ask if there was anything I could help with but he cut me off before I could even say anything.
"You aren't doing anything to help make breakfast. If you want to help in some way go get Jisung out of Jeongin's spot. I can't handle them this early in the morning." He said while I just nodded and walked off to where they were.
