Voices

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Morgana pov
I woke up hugging a pillow. I could of sworn that I was hugging Hyunjin last night and not this pillow. I DONT EVEN OWN A FUCKING BODY PILLOW! WHERE THE FUCK DID THIS COME FROM?!

After I got over the confusing mystery pillow I looked around to see if Hyunjin had left. I found a note laying next me.

If you're wondering where I went and why there's a random pillow I didn't want to stay the night with you since we barely know each other and so I ask Chan Hyung to help me since you wouldn't let me go. So that's where the pillow came in.

P.s. come over when you wake up
- Hyunjin

Isn't he sweet. I thought getting up to change. I wore a grey sweater with black ripped overalls and black shoes.

Then I put my hair up into a ponytail and grabbed my glasses then headed over to their dorm.

Once I reached the door of their dorm I hesitated to knock since it was so awkward yesterday, but the thought of Hyunjin there when I needed someone made my body move on its own and knocked on the door. It took them a couple of minutes to answer but when they finally did, there stood a messy black-brown haired, bright braces smiling Jeongin.

"Good morning." I said.

"Morning. Hyunjin told us that you might be coming over." He said stepping aside so I could come in.

"He did? I would've thought he would still be asleep?" I asked.

"I would be, but I thought that you would need someone to lean on if things happened the way they did yesterday." Hyunjin said walking up and rapping his arm around Jeongin's shoulder.

"Ha ha very funny." I said sarcastically while rolling my eyes then walking in.

"Aw. What's with the sarcasm?" He asked.

"I just think it's funny that you think I need you there for me when ever I need someone." I told him.

"Well that's what it seemed like last night." He basically yelled as he walked away leaving me standing in the living room with everyone else that wasn't helping with the food. I could feel the blood rushing to my face. I was angry and embarrassed at the same time because I don't exactly remember last night.

"WHAT THE HELL DO YOU MEAN BY THAT!" I yelled at him, again making everyone look at me but his time I didn't care as much. I just wanted to know what he meant.

"I mean exactly what I said." He answered indirectly. Then started to walk back to his room. I didn't care what anyone thought at that moment. I didn't have control over my own body either.

"HWANG HYUNJIN! WHAT THE HELL DO YOU MEAN?!" I yelled again following him to his room this time.

"What I mean is that those voices you hear, they seemed real bad considering that you tried to kill yourself or at least that's what it looked liked." I just stood there as he spoke. "Then after I dragged you away from the over filling, what seemed relaxing, sparkling silver water but had an aura of death... you literally wouldn't let go off me. If I didn't call Chan Hyung to come help get you off me, I would've slept next to you." He got done explaining.

I was silent. I didn't know what to say. All I could do was hang my head low and stare at the ground. I heard him sigh then say in a sweat voice,

"You know the one reason why I stayed so late last night?" I shook my head a little. "I stayed because I was worried you would try to hurt yourself again. I was actually thinking about sleeping in your living room as well. But after I saw that you were fast asleep and it didn't seem like you were waking up any time soon I chose not to." He paused. "Why wouldn't you let me in yesterday? We were all worried about you. I was worried about you. I was just trying to help, but you wouldn't let me. Why?"

"Because you can't." I mumbled. "There's Nothing you can do to make them stop. I'm suffering and there's nothing you can do. Nothing anyone can do to help me." I said when he cut me off.

"That's not true. There has to be something that-" I cut him off this time.

"My parents sent me here because they thought I was crazy. They thought that if I came here I would get better. My own parents sent me away because they didn't want to deal with me any more, and just hope that I got better." I said raising my head this time.

Hyunjin pov
"My own parents sent me away because they didn't want to deal with me any more, and just hope that I got better." She said raising her head to face me, and I could see the hurt and the lack of trust in her poison colored like eyes. {something to keep in mind about Morgana is along with the voices she suffers from, her eyes also change colors depending on how strongly her emotions are.} She seems really angry about what her parents did to her. And then in an instant her eyes changed. Her once poisonous eyes are now a glassy Valkyrie color. It seemed like she wanted to cry but forced herself not to because as fast as her eyes went to Valkyrie, they changed again to their normal forest green color, but were still glassed over.

In that moment I realized how fragile and quick her emotions can be. Also seeing those poisonous raging eyes of hers made me not want to see her bad side, but at the same time seeing the sadness in the Valkyrie color made me want to protect her so she doesn't feel sad again. Right now I want to make her smile and forget about everything that she's been through. I want to see that change in her eyes go from that dulled forest green to what ever color it is when she's radiating happiness.