I hate that I love you
Why do you have to be so damn cute?
You're the sky that I fell through,
and I broke every bone in my body.
I love your bleached blond hair
with a natural brown underneath,
your hair falls perfectly over your forehead.
I love your brilliant eyes
I don't think I've ever seen
a more beautiful color than your blue eyes
Your alluring gaze takes my breath away.
I have more feelings for you
than I know what to do with.
I could tell you, but I barely know you.
You are so quiet and antisocial,
and I love that you are a man of mystery,
but I hate not being able to talk to you
without being awkward.
I hate that I love you,
because I have no choice
but to get over you
I can't date you.
You aren't in a relationship
As far as I know
but we're still young
I love your pale lips and your creamy,
White skin
I want to feel your lips on mine,
touch my skin to yours,
run my fingers through your hair
and feel the touch of your hands
on the small of my back.
But I can't
The agony of my feelings
keeps eating away at me.
I have to tell you
But I can't
I hate that I love you.
I just met you,
and I want to know you
But I'm afraid that if I do
my feelings will grow even stronger,
and you'll reject me
I'm always so nervous around you,
and I can barely talk to you,
even though you are standing
right next to me
So close
You will never notice me.
Yet, sometimes I cling to a hope
that you might share my feelings.
I just know that it isn't so.
I hate that I love you
You will never notice me.
And that is the agony I am living with
Every day
-River Rose
