It Started Beautiful

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Before I even met you
I had fallen in love with you
How could I have fallen
So hard
So fast?

I know you only on your surface
And I wish I could dive deeper
But we've run out of time

I'm desperate to see you one more time
Just one more time
I need to look properly into your gorgeous eyes
Because it destroys me
That I didn't have the courage to do it before

How can you be so utterly beautiful
But so cute and dorky at the same time
It shouldn't even be legal
How you make me weak in the knees
Don't you know you're making me crazy?

I want to kiss you
My tongue dancing with yours
And I want to touch my lips gently
Against your pretty tanned shoulder
But most of all I need to know you
And I need more time to do it but it's impossible

The moment you leave it will be over
And I'll never get to see your gorgeous face
Ever again
And I'm seriously wondering
If I'm ever going to find another person
Who is as much of a snacc as you
Honestly

Wow this took an interesting turn

But I just can't bear to see you go
Even though I know nothing between us
Would ever work out

I just
I just
I don't even know anymore

All it comes down to is that I have a crush on you
And it's excruciatingly painful
And I have no idea why anymore

I thought I had accepted
That our relationship was only going to be
This week and this week only
With not a future in sight

But still
I just don't know what to do with these feelings
I just don't know what to do
I just don't know
I don't know

I guess all I really know
Is that you're hot
I'm very much attracted to you
And that nothing will ever come out of that
Which sucks
Really sucks

Fuck
I hate this
Gah
Gahhhhhhhhhhhh

I want to go die in a hole

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