Chapter 12 (Davina's POV)

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Davina wanted to have a say. There is some background info on her in this chapter. I hope you like it!

Davina's POV

I will admit that my purpose of sending the first video to Cooper was to tease him. However, once I found out he was going to masterbate again I decided to send him a second video to help him get aroused so he could get his rocks off while watching me. This time I had grabbed my dildo from my closet and lubed it up to use on myself instead of my fingers. I don't know why I was doing this because I have never sent a video of me masturbating to anyone.

Once I was done, I sent him the video and waited a while to hear back from him. I had a damned good idea as to what he was doing and I figured that my efforts were being well received. He sent me a message and asked me to wait a while before going to bed and I was surprised when he sent me a video of him masturbating.

"This is a surprise. Good Night Cooper."

"Good Night Davina...have sweet wet dreams about me ;)"

I giggled at the comment but I wasn't going to let him know and so I texted him a "Watch it Cooper!" warning.

"Yes ma'am...sorry ma'am I just meant to say have 'sweet dreams'. Yeah...that's what I meant."

I laughed some more.

Cooper was going to be hard to train into a submissive...I could already tell. He was a little domineering and used to getting what he wanted.

I had my reasons for being into BDSM and wanting to be in control of everything and being rude to pretty much everyone...sometimes.

The reason for it was because I was in an abusive relationship. I was choked, slapped, kicked. You name it! It was like that for a year and a half before I finally got out of the relationship. The relationship finally ended when I was left for dead when he had beaten me severely. My body laid broken on the floor of the house we had shared. When I had not had any contact with any of my friends for several hours Shawn rushed over to the house and took me to the hospital right away.

I woke up in a hospital bed and talked to a nurse and decided to press charges against my now ex-boyfriend. Long story, short, he was found guilty of the brutal assault.

I have since gotten my life back on track since that ordeal. The experience, which happened when I was 21, made me trust people less.

I'm sure you are probably wondering how I got into BDSM.

Eight months after the trial I met Isabelle at a bar. She had seen the media coverage that was going around during the assault trial and said she could help me feel empowered and be in control again. She was my mentor. We never had a dom/sub relationship, she thought me the art of it by giving a performance with the subs she had and she allowed me to practice on a few of her subs as well.

There were differences between Isabelle and I.

Isabelle was more rough with her subs that if it wasn't consenual between her and her subs she would have been arrested for assault. I show a little more compassion for my subs because due to how rough Isabelle is, it makes me have flashbacks to when I was beaten by my ex-boyfriend. I don't want to mistreat my subs the way Isabelle mistreats hers, even if her subs do consent.

I yawned. I was tired from all the masturbating that I had done during the filming of my two videos. I already had washed my dido while I was waiting for Cooper to send his video. I put my phone on my dresser and turned off the light and it wasn't long before I was fast asleep.

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