Jaeden Pov
"what are you doing here?"wyatt saying attempting to stand up
"the question is what are you doing here"i say catching him before he falls
"leave me alone!"
"we are leaving let's go"i grabbed his hand
"no! you can't make me"
"wanna bet?"i picked wyatt up and carried him to our dorm
"wy are you awake?"
i lay wyatt on his bed and put a blanket over him,and push the curls out of his face
"goodnight wy"i gently kissed his cheek and went to my bed
i was tossing and turning how was i suppose to tell wyatt i kissed noah..
Next Morning
i saw the light i don't know how but i did and i woke up and everyone was sleeping except wyatt..how shocking
"jaeden we need to talk.."wyatt said
"o-okay"
i walked over to his bed and sat next to him while my knees was shaking.they were shaking so much i thought they would never stop
"i'm sorry"we said at the same time
"why are you sorry?"i ask
"you remember the day you found out i had anger issues?"
"y-yeah"
"i still have them,but it's a little worse"
"and i'm always snapping at you,i don't even try to or mean to but it just happens.it seems like all i ever did was hurt you then love you i can never make you happy"
"wyatt don't say that.. you always i mean always made me happy.every time i see you it makes me happy.just knowing your here makes me happy"
"really?"he smiles weakly
"really"i smile back
"thanks jae"
"so why are you sorry?"
"i-i um it's- never mind"
there is no way i'm telling him
bitch i control you,you do what i say
"you'll hate me.."
oh fuck
"jae i could never hate you"he puts his hand on top of mine but i quickly move it
"but you will!"i sob
"jae you can tell me you killed someone i still wouldn't hate you"
i can do this, i can do this
here it goes
"wyatt i..i-
HeY i'm back!! and better then ever!! (not rlly just go with it) idfk but this book honestly sucks ass,but AnYwHo i'm sorrryyyy for leaving for only like 100000 years.i felt i haven't been on this acc for like forever now but i'm gonna start updating maybe once or twice a day! lot of love💕💕 <3
