"wyatt i..i-i kissed noah"
i fuck everything up
"w-what?"
"i-i'm sorry i was just i don't know we had a moment and i don't know i was right in the head"
"that's why you don't wanna date me because your with noah"
"oh it's not like that"
"sure it's not"he rolled his eyes
"wyatt! look i don't know what happened okay?! it was just a fucking moment! but you know what i fucking love you it's always been you! yes i said i needed time but i can't stand not talking to you or even what you said i miss calling you mine! is hanging out together like everyday, us cuddling, i just miss you i can't do this without you, you mean world to me-
before i could finish i was cut off with lips smashed into mine.i wrapped my arms around his neck as he put his on my waist and i pushed our bodies closer if that was even possible
"i love you too jae"
"i feel a but coming on.."
"there is..i don't know if we should date right now..i'm sorry but i'm still trying to take it in that you kissed noah"
"i understand"
"was it like one time thing or something?"
oh fuck
"no..i think we kissed maybe twice or three times"
It was at this moment jaeden knew he fucked up ahkajdosskh sorry back to the story
"damn jaeden"
"i-i know and i'm sorry like i said i-
"i need to go out"
"wyatt please don't do this"
"why not jaeden i can't date someone who is going to go kiss other people"
"i wouldn't never cheat on you"
"i know you wouldn't"
"then why are you so worried?!"i say
"because i don't want to lose you fucking noah! that's why okay?!"wyatt yells
well i feel like shit now..
"i wouldn't date him wyatt! i don't think i could date anyone then you!"
"maybe we should just wait"he replied looking down
"wyatt! i don't want to wait i know what i want!"
"do jae?! do you really?!"
"i want you!"
"you do..?"
"yes wyatt it's always been you"
"i-i want you too"he whispered
"then what's the problem?"i whispered
"i just think we should both take some time,pre couple"
"what's pre couple?"
"like you pre date.its like when your twelve your almost a teenage but your not,we are a pre couple almost dating but we aren't"
"oka- is that even a real word?"
"i-i don't know.don't question the oleff"we both laughed and i thought of all the good times we've had.i've missed this ramen head
"so jaeden i was wondering if you would pre date me?"he smiled
"i'd love too"i smiled back
Pre date..i guess this won't be to bad..
So i always say i'll update everyday i can't never seem to keep my promises nowadays💔but on an other note this book sucks,life sucks,what doesn't suck? nothing :/
