Trusting Again //au: Lilo & baby!Niall\\

Chapter Nine: Tears and Staying The Night

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This chapter explains. Ok? Ok! Lots of sadness in the beginning.

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Liam's POV

Only four more weeks left to live....to live....live.

Those seven words echoed in my brain, ringing, bouncing in my scull. Hearing the harsh reality, I felt tears run down my face. I couldn't lose him, after my parents died, he was all I had. Then Louis came in, but he doesn't know. All I know is that he can't die. He can't...

I looked at the doctor," Is there anything you can do?" I felt my chest tighten again until I could barely speak.

The doctor looked at me solemnly," I'm sorry Mr. Payne there's nothing we can do." He said. I chocked and more tears streamed down my face.

I slowly leaned on the wall, running my hands through my hair," Can I see him?" I asked with a tired voice cracking at the end. He nodded and I stumbled behind him following him to the room where he was for the last year. The plain white walls and clean smell, the saddest place. It's all black and white. No life at all. There's not going to be any more in four weeks. Just thinking about it made my throat close up.

The doctor looked at me," I'll leave you for a bit." He said while walking away, leaving me at the entrance of the hospital room. I shakily opened the door, seeing his small pale figure on the bed, serval machines hooked up to his chest. He had very severe lung cancer. It all started a year ago when he got the cancer. It just got worse. He got chemotherapy but it just made it worse, that was months ago. He not currently aloud to go anywhere, he can't even move because he has so many machines hooked up to him. It breaks my heart to see him like this, unmoving and barely breathing. Not living. He was always positive and happy even when it got worse until he couldn't talk or even move anymore. I love him so much.

I slowly walked up to his bed, running my hands slowly on the rails of the bed. I looked at his pale, lifeless face, and with his eyes closed. I softly touched his cheek. His eyes eyes opened a bit, squinting at the light.

I smiled a bit tears watering in my eyes," Hey." I said softly. His hand shuffled in my, lightly squeezing it.

"You never deserved this." I said leaning back into the chair. He never did though.

"You are so strong ok please don't give up. I'll always be here, ok. I love you so so so much." I said looking back up to his face instead of his small hand. His eyes were now closed, machines working and pumping to make sure he got oxygen. I sat there holding his hand for a while, with silent tears. Just thinking of what my life would have been with him.

Looking out the small window, I realize its dark outside and that I'll probably have to leave soon, but I don't care I'm staying with him till the end.

The door opened and a nurse came in," Sir I'm sorry but visiting hours closed." She said pinching the bridge of her nose. I nodded and lean over his small frame kissing his cheek. I gently set his hand on the bed. I stumbled getting up and the nurse held the door open. I looked at him one more time before running out of the room.

My brother is dying. My baby brother Adam, is dying.

I ran out of the hospital, chest closing in. I couldn't be there anymore. See my baby brother laying there lifeless. He was only 14, he never deserved this at all. He was named Adam after our grandfather. Adam kept our family together. Until our parents died in a horrible car crash. He always was positive made everyone smile. I don't know what I'd do with out him. I have picture of both of us when he was healthy, both so happy. I look at it every time I feel sad.