Love, My Delusion

Introduction

I am Allison Carrie. I'm pretty much an ordinary girl, living an ordinary life. I have never went over anybody's word or caused harm to a single soul. But... everyone seems not to like me. In school, people call me names and play with me like I'm their ragdoll. I couldn't muster up the courage to speak up for myself even though I am already 20 years old. I tried to look at the bright side of things. At least, my existance was acknowledged at school, right? Maybe it was in a negative way but at least I was noticed...

At home, I was... well... like a ghost. My parents would behave as if they never had a daughter. They would neglect me and would have their eyes glued to their computer screens all day long, that saying they weren't stuck at work for the umpteenth time. Not everything hit me so hard... I was a strong girl. Only babies cry. I was just lying to myself.

I cared. I was hurt. I was tired. I was hopeless.

However, I had a friend. Eleanor. She stuck with me through thick and thin. She never left from by my side. I confided in her. I would meet her by the neighbourhood park everyday. One faithful day during the summer led to an unexpected turn in events. Who knew my whole life could change with one trip?