So We Sit

So

I've been waiting all day for you...
In fact,
All my life...
You were meant to hold me much sooner.
I can feel it in my bones...
Like a magnet,
We're drawn together...
Your heart hard as metal,
That I alone can melt.

Or so I thought... until you left me cold and unsure. My heart was heavy and I thought I could endure. So what went wrong. Can you explain? Your plane exploded through our twin flames...
"So?"
So! I sat here waiting for you to show. Hours upon hours I had to know. If you felt so little you didn't have to...

I tear up a little thinking back to what I gave him so trustfully. But there became a point when I realized just how little this should mean to me...
Who I am shouldn't be compromised for kindness. But since that's exactly what happened, I believe it should be seen as the good of my character. It's the benefit of the doubt that I gave him (and so much more)...

"So let me tell you..."There's nothing wrong with me for giving it, but everything wrong with you for abusing it.