Lucas Friar's Twin sister

*11*

Today is the day I've been regretting. The day I never wanted to happen. Today is the day I say goodbye to my mother

I stood at my mirror looking at my outfit

I hated wearing all black some days. Today is one of those days. I never thought I would be saying goodbye to my mother so soon she was suppose to support me when I went to my prom my graduation my first day of college or even high school. We were all so close. A knock at my door interrupted my thoughts I see Lucas standing there I could tell he was upset he walks over to me and pulls me into a hug I try not to cry cause I shed enough tears.

"Ready" he asked I shook my head

"It's okay to be sad but you don't need to bottle up your feeling" he says we let go and look at each other I never thought that we can be so close again. We walk out of my room until I forgot something I ran back in my room and grabbed my mothers necklace

I put the necklace on and we leave the house.

I walk into the memorial and it was painful to see. My mother casket closed up sitting there a picture of her and her favorite flower blur roses. I was about to start bawling until people started coming up to me hugging me saying there sorry for us and wish us the best god I hate that. They pretend to care cause we are in pain but really they are not when the choir started singing I took my seat next to Lucas I grabbed his hand and we watched the ceremony

"We meet here today to honor the life of Lilianna Frair, she was a smart beautiful lady that gave joy to the whole community even when she moved away" the pastor said I looked down at my hands wanting this to all stop for her to open those doors and hug me so tight

"Olivia the daughter of lilianna would like to say a few words" the pastor said and I looked up I smiled and stood up. I made my way to the podium

"Thank you as you know I am the daughter of lilianna Marie friar. She has another child my twin Lucas friar she loved us so much and I wish I could of returned that favor" I start to choke up

"She was born in a small town in Texas where Lucas and I grew up. She wanted to do something to change the world, but when she could she changed me. She taught me to do well even when I didn't act right there was never a time when we didn't get along she always made me laugh when I had a rough day. I wanted her to see lucas and I walk down the the isle for graduation or our wedding but..." I felt my tears running down my face I look to Lucas who shot up and walked over to me he put is hands on my shoulders as I continued

"The last thing she said to me before getting out the door is that if you push yourself where your going in life you will get there I love you and I wish you all the luck for today" I finish I turn around to the casket and I fall down to my knees I put my hand on the casket and started bawling I felt Lucas crouch beside me and started crying with me then my father came then aunt and then my family. I knew I wasn't alone

It was after the ceremony and everyone has left for the dinner per portion but I stayed back I sat in the chairs and stared at the casket until I heard someone come in

"You know you should be at the dinner it took us way to long to get here" someone says I turn around to see me Mathews standing there

"Nah they aren't really my thing besides I shed to many tears today" I laugh he sits right next to me

"I never got to know you mom but she seemed like the best" he says and I laugh "the greatest"

"You know if you need anyone you still got me and topanga right" he says I nodded

"Thanks" I say and he stands up

"Well no one is going to eating the food themself, you coming" he ask

"I'm a min" I say and he leave I walk up to her casket and I take off the necklace and put it on the casket and I kiss it

"Goodnight mom sleep tight" I say and walk away finally feeling at piece

Holy crap I'm getting better at writing these also thanks for 1k really appreciate it anyway comment what you want to see what happens with Olivia