I Lost It All - An Andy Biersack Fanfiction

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I woke up the next morning and stretched my arms out. That was until I hit someone in the face and I heard them groaning.

"Laurie, why the fuck did you just hit me?!" A deep raspy voice said, clearly pissed of that I woke them up.

"Sorry, I just woke up and stretched and it was an accident I didn't mean to.." I tried to apologise and I felt myself rambling but couldn't stop.

"Laurie, shush. I know it was an accident you don't need to stress over it, it's okay." Andy interrupted.

I smiled up at him when I realised I had fallen asleep on him. Literally, ON HIM. My legs were strewn across him and my head was resting on his lower stomach, practically on his crotch. Shit!

I pushed myself off of him and went to check on the guys.

"Aww, I was enjoying that." Andy smirked at me and I shook my head laughing at him.

When I got into the livingroom everyone was lying around the room in various positions.

"Alright everyone up, get up." I said quite loudly but no one shifted.

"BOYS GET YOUR SWEATY ASSES UP BEFORE I SIT ON YOU, AND TRUST ME I'M HEAVY AS FUCK!!!!" I shouted and everyone got up except CC.

"You asked for it." I walked over and practically straddled him whilst I poke his face, I gradually poked harder until I was slapping him.

"Alright, alright. I'm up. I could get used to waking up with this view though."

"Don't be a pig." I said as I got off him.

"Yeah back off, I already called her. She's mine." I heard Andy shout from upstairs.

The boys all laughed and I shrugged. We all went to the kitchen and Andy came too. I made them all pancakes and just made a cup of tea. Too many calories.

"C'mon Laurie, eat something." Jake said holding a piece if pancake on a fork and tried to put it in my mouth.

"Go on, open up." He tried to get my to open my mouth but my lips were tightly shut.

"Just eat it." Jake was getting annoyed but I wouldn't eat it.

I couldn't take it, they were all looking at me, trying to make me eat but I physically couldn't. I'd be sick, I won't put that in my body.

I got up from the table and ran to the bathroom, I locked the door and just cried. I couldn't stop it, I wept.

I can't do it, I don't want to be this big. I don't want to live, they all need to leave. I can't hurt them by hurting myself. This is why people don't care about me, I won't let them.