Love Is Right Behind You ~ A Greyson Chance Love Story

Chapter 3: Sweet Sorries and Friendly Forgiveness

AN: Hehe so here's chap 3. It's kinda boring, sorry... and it's really short... I'm kinda on writers block, but my brain will eventually work. So enjoyyy! Live Love Enchance <3

Anayese's POV:

I woke up to the sound of my alarm clock ringing it's head of. Argh. Why is it even on? It's freaking 7AM in the morning! I tried tapping it so it would shut up but something was blocking the button. My eyes were still puffy from what happened last night. Last night....ugh it was horrible knowing Greyson and I weren't getting along. He is in fact the only one I have left. I sat up groggily, looking at the window first. The sun was shining and it seemed like a perfect day. I hated it. I felt like the world was mocking me. Greyson and I were in a fight. Nothing should be beautiful.

My eyes darted to my alarm clock which apparently had stopped ringing. What the? There was a CD case with a note and a white rose taped on it. I grabbed it from my bedside table and took a closer look at it. My hair was a rat's nest and my eyes were probably worse. The CD was labeled "Sorry (:". This... must be from Greyson. I read the note and smiled a bit. I placed the white flower on my desk in the flower pot that had water in it. Finally. I found something useful for it. The flower seemed to glow brilliant white. Absolutely breathtaking.

I opened the CD case and put it on my CD player. A series of beautiful but unfamiliar notes played across the room. Then it happened. A voice. A voice like an angel singing to me. It was Greyson. His voice was full of expression and feeling. The song was beautiful itself. And... it was probablyrecorded only a few hours ago? What... OH NO HE DIDN'T. He did NOT just do that for me.  Doesn't he know LA isn't safe at night?! He couldn't have possibly.... My thoughts drifted away from my mind as the song kept playing. I got the message of the song. This by far was my favorite song because I knew, that this one was for me.

Once the song finished, I jumped up to my bathroom to brush my teeth and wash my face. I didn't bother to brush my hair, but I don't really care. I looked out the window. The weather now seemed perfect. I smiled to myself as I realized how lucky I was to have a friend like Greyson. I quickly dashed out of my room and slammed open Greyson's door. Of course Greyson was still sleeping. If he actually DID go out at dawn just to record this song, of course he'd be groggy. I jumped on his bed and accidentally landed on him.

"Greyson? Greyson. Grey. Greyson Michael Chance. Dude. GREYYSSONNNN!" I ended up screaming in his ear. "Mom,  five more minutes." He complained. He was IMPOSSIBLE to wake up. This kid ain't a morning person. I laughed and stupidly fell off the bed. As if my laugh was an energy drink, Greyson's eyes cracked open and he sat up. "Wait, whaaaattt...?" He was confused. I quickly jumped on the bed again and landed on him, again, but this time on purpose. I knocked him back which made him lie down...which made me stay on top of him. It was comfortable but I dare not show it. Though I might've felt a little heated up so I blushed. Once Greyson met my eyes, he blushed too. Our faces were 2 inches apart and there was a rush of...actually I don't know.. but I wanted to get closer to him. To remove the two inches between us, but I let the thought drift away. No way. Your brain must still be recovering from last night, I thought. Greyson smiled and pushed me away which made me giggle. But not the flirty way of course... the best friend way. 

"So I guess you got my little sorry present." He said. "Little? I dare say, that wasn't little." I paused. "Wait...Greyson...you..didn't go out in the city at dawn for this.... right?" I asked unsure. His eyes quickly found the floor and suddenly became his subject of interest. "Hey, I didn't know the color of the wooden floor was so nice-" He began. I interrupted. "Greyson. Answer me. Did you, or did you not go outside in the middle of the night to record this song?" I said seriously. He wasn't answering me for five seconds. I was about to ask again but his mouth opened. "So what if I did? Ellen was with me when we came home. And should you be thankful I did this for you. You really don't have to worry about me. I'm fine."

"Fine?! You went out in the damn night to record this song for me and you say I shouldn't worry about you? YOU COULD HAVE GOTTEN KILLED OR KIDNAPPED!! Greyson you aren't some normal kid anymore. Understand that. You are known around the world and I know that if crooks see you, they'll think of you as a ticket to cash." I said sounding completely like a mother...not like my mom was like that or anything. She would've been glad if I were killed in the process.

 "Anayese it's okay-" He tried saying. "OKAY?! Greyson if you were gone, what would I do, huh? Greyson YOU ARE THE ONLY REASON I'M ALIVE OKAY? I could've killed myself years ago and not worry about a thing. I was in a "nothing to win, nothing to lose" situation! Greyson it if weren't for you, I'd be dead. You're the reason I hadn't killed myself... and if I lose you, might as well not live in this world." I started crying again. I HATE THIS. I hate crying. It made me feel so weak. Greyson seemed shocked because I have never told him these things.

My back slid down Greyson's black painted wall and I curled up in a ball, with my face in my knees. Greyson came to me and held me close. "You...you..planned on...planned on killing yourself?" He asked, his voice breaking as if he were about to cry himself. I pulled him closer to me and I cried on his shoulder. "Yeah. But I care about you okay? I couldn't leave without an explanation." I said still sobbing pretty hard. I really didn't mind that I was staining Greyson's shirt with my salty tears. "It's okay. I'm here. Just promise me you will NEVER do anything that would make me lose you. I need you Anayese. You're my best friend." He told me sweetly while rubbing my back. "I promise." I told him and I pulled back.

A strand of hair fell down in front of my face as I leaned back on the wall. Greyson reached out and tucked the loose strand behind my ear. He wiped my tears and made me look at him straight in the eye. "Anayese. Keep that promise. I'm serious. I wouldn't know what to do without you." He told me. "Me either. Thanks for being with me... and thanks for making me stay with you and sorry for being a bit of an ugly bother-" I started saying. He quickly interrupted me. "No, no. You were NEVER a bother to me or my family. And NEVER call yourself ugly. You are the most beautiful girl I have ever seen. Even more than all the girlfriends I've had. It's beause you have it in you." He kidded. "Thanks. That means a lot. And it says a lot too. That was one bucket load of exes." I laughed.

He laughed too. I smiled at him and a silent understanding came between us. We needed each other. More than ever. I pulled him in a hug and smelled the usual smell of strawberries in his hair. I always loved the smell. "Wanna go to the cafe? I need coffee." He suggested. "Why not? I'll go get changed." He helped me up and I went to my room to get some clothes. I kept the CD in my journal bag. It was something very special to me. HE was something special. Little did I know that things would go wrong from then. 

AN: aaaaannndd CLIFFHANGAAHHH! well not really. It's not a good one. Anyway, I TOLD YOU IT WAS BOH-RINGG!. Lol okay bye. Gonna write the next few chappies soon. XD Live Love Enchance <3