Love Blocked || RoadTrip

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Kyanne PoV

After we sat down at our chill spot, I noticed that Jordyn was writing a song. She never lets me read the lyrics of her songs. She says its like a diary to her. So i pull out and book and pretend to read but i am really looking at her lyrics.

Jordyn loved writing music. She would always make up random things and play them on the guitar for me. I loved listening to her sing and play the guitar. She doesn't really do many things and she doesn't get overly excited about things as much as she does with her music.

She looked up. So i looked away, But i noticed she was looking at the boys. omg now the lyrics make sense. She was describing Brooklyn and how she kind of felt around him. I stop reading at the feeling of guilt inside of me. I know that she hates it when i try and read her music so i stop.

I knew my bestfriend way to well. I knew she had a little crush on him. She Has only had one boyfriend in the past his name was Reed. But they decided to break up when he moved across the country and they knew a long distance relationship would never work.

Me on the other hand has had two boyfriends. I dated my Brothers bestfriend Josh for some time but my brother found out and almost killed him. haha, I knew he would of been pissed but i did it anyway. But my most recent boyfriend. His name was Dean. Jordyn never liked him. I guess i should of listened to her when she told me not to date him. 

Dean was very mean. He always called me fat or ugly but when he wanted something from me he would call me beautiful. I didn't focus on the bad things in our relationship. I just thought if i didn't think about them it would never hurt me. But one night everything got to much and he called me fat lying bitch and i threw a glass at his head. He then came over to me and started shaking me and pushing me around. He pushed me and I tripped over a stool and knocked myself out. Jordyn came in on him punching me trying to wake me up.

Dean got away with everything cause i was to scared to press charges. I wish now that I did but i always have Jordyn to help me through anything. This was about 8 months ago and i am still hurt by everything he said to me. I don't ever want to see his face again.

The worst part of everything is that he goes to my school. luckily he isn't in any of my classes because i told the school i was scared of him and that i didn't want to be near him. They said it was fine and I am never gonna be in his classes.

Even thinking about Dean makes me nervous and i started to shake and a tear fell down my face. I am shaken from my thoughts when Jordyn says "Your not thinking about dean again are you" She grabs my hand and pulls me into a hug. I breakout into a full cry. She hugs me even tighter. Our hug is broken when the bell goes.

"SCIENCE" Jordyn yells with excitement. 

"Yess" I say wiping away my tears. We both love Science we have the best teacher.

Jordyn gets up and puts her things away. I'm still sitting on the floor. I pack my things and get up. Jordyn and I hug one last time before we start walking to Science. My teacher knows about what happened with dean. She promised she would stay out of it unless i needed her help. She is so easy to talk to.

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