You want to live.
You want to be happy.
But you don't belong.
You're the embodiment of selfishness. That's why you're reading right? To be happy.
To have him for your self.
You deny fate and futures.
You crave and long for love.
From a far you wait.
And wait
And wait.
Wait for your turn they say.
But your turn never comes.
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You did it.
You finally did it.
You made it into class 1-A. Sure, it took a lot for your teachers to notice you and see your potential.
You were ecstatic.
You were happy.
Happy?
You are selfish.
You disregard others' passion to become a hero. Instead you're focused on your hopeless love.
Hopeless
Hopeless
Love me.
Hopeless
Hopeless
I need you
Hopeless
Hopeless
Hopeless
Hopeless
Hopeless
Hopeless
Hopeless
Hopeless
Hopeless
Hopeless you.
Like a shattered fragment you are beyond repair. You want your last moments to be meaningful.
You want to mean something.
You want to mean something in his life.
Every cough and every petal will not be wasted.
"I don't want to live like this." You whisper.
Piles of yellow flowers scattered on your bed room floor.
You lift one up to the light shining from the window.
"I want my pain to be happiness."
"I want to live with him for an eternity."
Ideas sparked into your head.
Maybe you were good for something after all.
Gathering flowers you cut and weave away.
Some petals withered and white.
Some yellow and proud.
Some stained with blood and doubts.
Some tainted with sorrow and tears.
All of this will be woven into one.
Into what you could've been.
YOU ARE READING
Seven days||Shouto x reader
General Fiction~Seven days of grief~ Completed -Hanahaki AU- "I promise." "I'll go down, remembering all these beautiful moments you gave to me." "If we meet again in another life, I swear I'll make you happy." "Right now, she's all you deserve." Most impressive...
