that should be me

Chapter Three: Seeing you Love someone

Jonging & I Had been spending more time outside of the old abandoned dance studio I didn't know if that was healthy for Him but he seemed happy & I liked it there we're times when he spoke of Kris...yes it bothered me but as his friend I tried my best to console him he had still been trying to get Kris to say yes I was sort of happy that Kris hadn't sayd yes to him I felt bad for Jonging but glad that I hadn't lost a chance

After a month of trying to get Kris to say yes I could feel Jonging at the verge kg giving up until the next day "Kyungsoo!! He said Yes!! He's willing to give me a chance!! OMG Kyungsoo I'm over the moon right know" he swinged me in the air as he smiled & I smiled but in reality I was crying sad & miserable "I'm extremely happy Kyungsoo!" "I'm happy for you...I wish you best of luck Hyung" I smiled but the more I smiled the more I wanted to die "Ohhhh Kyungsoo this is the best day ever! Omg I have to go get ready Bye!!" He skipped away happy so happy....

I walked to my apartment & threw myelf on my bed I closed my eyes & yelled "I Hate you Kris!! You don't deserve Jonging! You never appreciated him!" I screamed as I heard the neighbor bang on my door I got up & grumpyly opened my door "WHaT!?" I got annoyed as I saw a Chinese boy at my door step he was speaking Chinese which I had no idea what he was saying "I'm Korean!!" I yelled & he smiled "Oh Okay sorry to disturb you My name is Lu Han im a new Chinese student i just moved in I just wanted to say that your being a bit noicy & could you please tone it down" he smiled that little cute kid I was still angry though "Okay" I slammed my door & went back to screaming this time I got the manager slamming on my door "YES?" As I opened the door to see a crowd of nosy people watching me "We're getting noice complaints from all the neighbors Could you Please Shut Up!!" He yelled "YOU KNOW WHAT I'm Tired & fed up FuCK You FuCK YOU & FucK YOu!!" I flipped everyone off & slammed my door I closed my eyes & threw myself on my bed making it messy or messier than it already was I fell asleep angry & heartbroken hoping maybe I'll move on from him soon

The next day I got a text from jonging it read

Hey Kyungsoo I was hoping that you could come over for dinner Kris Wants to meet you!

I gritted my teeth as I red the message I wanted to slam my phone to the wall but I just took in a breath

:) Sure! I'd love that

See you tonight then :)

I slammed my head back against the wall "I'm going to kill Kris if I can't behave myself tonight!"