Tough Love||J.G.,S.M.

Chapter 6: P.S. I Love You

*MIKAYLA'S POV*

I grab Jack's hand as we go up to our room. I don't know what I am going to do. I don't want to date Jack anymore because he seems like he isn't putting any effort into our relationship, but if I break up with him then that leaves me open for Sam. And I don't like Sam. But wait! Chad!! I would have to know that Chad would take me before I break up with Jack so I know that Sam wouldn't have a chance of convincing me to do something I would regret.

*JACK'S POV*

I notice Mikayla was in deep thought so I didn't bother to interrupt but I couldn't help but examine her features: electric blue eyes, long eyelashes that any girl would kill for, nice cheek bones, plump but thin lips, light freckles on her nose and cheeks, I could go on forever about this girl, but you probably don't have time for it.

"What?" She says looking up at me.

"Nothing...you're just beautiful" I say

"Thank you"

I start to lean in

*MIKAYLA'S POV*

I notice that Jack is starting to lean in and I don't know if I want to kiss him or not. Soon enough his lips meet mine. It honestly felt good and made me realize that I missed kissing him. Our lips moved in sync. Things started to get heated and Jack laid me down on the bed. He tugged at my shirt and started pulling it up.

"Ja-jack" I stutter

"What baby" he whispers into the kiss

"I can't...Jack stop I can't do this"

Jack pulls away and sits there confused and with a hurt expression.

"You can't do what? You can't kiss me?"

I feel so bad but if he acted like he cared about our relationship earlier I would've went along with it.

"No, I can't do this...I can't do us anymore" i say now in tears

You would think this is easy, but I still love him. I'm just not sure if he loves me.

"What?! Why? Did I do something wrong? Baby if I hurt you in anyway I didn't mean too I'm so sorry" he says worried

"No Jack it's just you haven't been paying much attention to me lately"

I get up and rush out of the hotel room leaving Jack baffled. As I'm running down the hall way in tears I bump into someone.

"Ow I'm sorry" I say in tears

"Oh sorr- Mikayla?" I hear a familiar voice. Sam? I look up and surely it was Sam. I don't care if I'm annoyed with him right now I just really need a hug. So I hug him and cry into his chest.

*SAM'S POV*

I am walking down the hall looking for my room number, 351, when I feel a body collide with mine.

"Oh sorr- Mikayla?" Mikayla was crying and she hugged me. At first I was taken aback by this because I thought she hated me, but eventually I hugged her back.

After about 15 minutes standing in the hall way letting her cry into my shirt, we pulled away. We just stood there examining each other's features. She is even pretty when she cries.

"Come on we can go to my room so you can sleep there. I'm thinking this has something to do with Jack so."

*MIKAYLA'S POV*

Now that I think about it, Sam isn't that bad he is actually really sweet! anyway, Sam offered to let me sleep in his room so I couldn't pass it up because I don't want to face Jack right now.

"Ya...okay"

"If you want you can tell me what happened. You don't have too, but I just want you to know that I'm here for you whenever you need me. Okay Kay?" Sam admitted as we walked into his room sitting on his bed. I simply reply with a nod.

"Okay Sammy" I say while snuggling into his chest under the covers as he wraps our legs together and intertwined our fingers. I felt safe and comfortable in his arms. I could get used to this.

I tell Sam everything that happened between Jack and me and he laid there listening with open ears. I loved that I could just open up to someone. I really needed it.

"I'm so sorry Kay, I should've been there for you and I'm sorry i wasn't I an really really really sorry. But just know that now I will always be here for you."

"Thanks Sammy and it wasn't your fault for not being there, I didn't let you be there. But now I know I can trust you."

"Kay, I don't want to ruin anything between us and I know this probably isn't the right time, but I can't hold it in anymore so just please here me out." I nod signaling for him to continue, "so ever since the first day I talked to you I have liked you and over the past couple of weeks my feelings for you have grown stronger and I was hoping that eventually one day we could be more than friends." I didn't say anything but just stared into his eyes. After about 2 minutes he said something that I never though Sam Wilkinson would say to me.

"I love you" he whispered into my hair and kissed my forehead

Then we started to drift off to sleep

*SAM'S POV*

I want to say it so bad but I don't know what she will think. You know what I'm just going to go for it.

"I love you" I whisper into her hair then kiss her forehead.

I though she wasn't going to say it back I mean I don't expect that especially since she has hated me since 8th grade and broke up with her boyfriend of almost 4 years, but to my surprise I heard these words

"I love you too Sammy" Mikayla barely whispered and snuggled closer into my chest