Why? Just why am I still, alive, no one likes me, I'm bullied everyday, even by my own brother, why would I live if I'm the cause of everything?
What happens when 6 of the boys of BTS walks into Y/N's life? There are all 7 BTS members, just one is...
About Y/N Family- a popular older brother and your oldest sibling,your sister -Your parents were founders of a huge company but died about a year ago- Personality Traits- shy, quiet, depressed, and has social anxiety Friend(s)- MadyBear (real name Madyson), friends from childhood Hobbies- Drawing singing, dancing, and even though you aren't really good at it, Rapping but no-one knows since she always makes sure no-one is near
You have been cutting and burning yourself for a few weeks now, the bullying and the death of your parents all caught up to you, no-one has noticed except your best friend Madyson you have been wearing more long sleeves even though it's getting hotter and you have been bullied even more because of that. Madyson tried to stop the bullies but then she starts getting bullied so Y/N just asks her to not interfere.Madyson also tries to stop you from your self harming acts but Y/N just pushes her away but they always get back together ————————————————————————————————————————————————————————— I woke up the the most annoying and infuriating sound ever..... my alarm clock. I slowly roll over to shut it up by throwing it somewhere in the room *crash* "Fuck...I guess now I have to get another alarm clock" after getting up I heard a few knocks on my door
??? (Your sister)- "Y/N get up and get ready for school, I heard there's going to be a few transfers and our idiot brother wants to get there early to meet them"
Y/N - "I have been up for a while now and I get it I'm going to shower and tell him if I'm not there soon he can leave"
??? (Your sister)- "but I thought you hated the bus? Oh well I'm going to make waffles if you want them"
After that your sister left you to shower
I turned the shower to a cold temperature to wake me up, too cold but it felt nice against the burns on my arms,the opposite for the cuts,damn that hurt. I got out of the shower quickly and dried my hair putting it up into a high ponytail I then went to my closet to change. I changed into a oversized green olive hoodie and back jeans
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You get downstairs to smell t beautiful smell of waffles food is your bae. You look up to find your brother swirling his keys around his finger, waiting for you. You grab a waffle and shove it in your mouth and grab your brother by the wrist so he can drive you to school and you can get there early to see Madyson. You hop in your brothers car and buckle up while he starts the car
??? (Your brother)- " I'm going to let out before we get to the parking lot so no-one sees that we rode together"
Yep, your own brother disowned you. You nod silently he does this to keep his reputation up, he's one of the most popular guys in school and you, the total opposite. You put your headphone on and hide them with your hood so when you get to class you won't get in trouble after a little bit you fall asleep. You wake up and grab your things noticing your near school your brother stops right before the entrance of the school and you get out and start walking towards the building. You start to run as soon as you see the best person in the universe, your best friend. You sneak up behind her and hug her from behind, she turns around to hug you back. You whimper because of the pressure on your cuts but don't falter in your hug.
Y/N - "Madyson! I missed you how was your weekend?"
Madyson - "Good I guess how about you?"
Y/N - "Eh I was goin-"
Just then the bell rang for you to get your stuff, you grab Madyson's hand and drag her to your lockers. Thankfully this year your lockers are right next to each other. You finally get through the crowd and get closer to your locker but as soon as you see it you see the two people that you despise of the most, Your bullies, Sowon and Eunha. You scoot yourself at the opposite side of the hall but they are right beside your lockers. You try to discreetly pass by them and get to our locker while they are talking, you succeeded only to have cough because of the extensive amount of perfume they had on. You tried to muffle you cough but they still heard it and turned around.
Sowon- "Well lookie is here we have a ninja of a Y/N here trying to get to her locker"
Eunha- "Well Y/N why are you trying to hide from us? We couldn't ignore the stench that came from that disgusting hoodie of yours. We wanted to ask you why were you wearing more and more warmer clothes even though it's been getting hotter and hotter out?"
You just ignore them and try to get your books before the first class bell rings
Eunha- "It's quite rude to ignore someone who is speaking to you! I have an idea to help our poor Y/N, why don't we cool her off?"
Eunha snaps and you suddenly feel cold and wet this bitch just poured water on me! Eunha, Sowon and their minors start laughing You get angry but don't show it instead you just start to head out of the school. You bump into some people and hear the first class bell ring but you just ignore them and finish walking out you start texting Madyson to go to class and take notes for you and that you'll be fine. You finally get out of the school but suddenly feel a firm grip on your wrist. Shit that hurts, just why do you have to grip the wrist the place I always cut? You then turn around to see and unfamiliar face.
Y/N- "Who are you?" ************************************************************************************************ ??? P.O.V. I was walking down the hall trying to find the secretary's office to get my schedule when I hear big splash and a group of people laughing I try to stretch my neck to see what happened but I can't so I just ignore it. I start walking in the direction a few classmates told me the secretary's office was. Just when I saw the sign something wet brushed upon my skin, I turn around to see a girl walking out of the school, she's drenched and she's shivering welp this is where my protective mother mode comes on. I start running after her and finally caught up to her right in front of the school I grab her wrist and she turned to me looking like she's in pain?
Y/N- "Who are you?"
???- "You don't need to know that right now. Come with me"
She starts protesting trying to get her hand out of my grip but she fails to do so as I start dragging her back inside the school she finally gives up as she notices I'm not going to let her go. I start walking to the nurses office which I passed earlier while getting lost trying to find the secretary's office. As we get closer and closer she starts to protest once again. ************************************************************************************************ Y/N P.O.V. The guy doesn't let go so I just give up and start walking next to him letting him lead me to where we're going. We start going a terrifying route, the route to the nurse as long as I can remember I have been terrified of doctors and nurses. I start to try to wriggle free of his grip once again but his grip is as strong as steel and I cannot break it. He drags me into the clinic and I hide behind him I hate doctors, if I have to choose between a stranger or a doctor I will most definitely choose the stranger even with my social anxiety it's better then the doctor. I hear bits and pieces of their conversation but not all of it because I wasn't really paying attention. I started to listen more on their conversation.
???- "yeah we just need another set of clothes"
Nurse- "and what's your name?"
____________________________________________________________________________________________________________ Authors note This was originally from my YouTube channel and I have made small edits but this is still mine I would greatly appreciate if you would not use this as your own and I don't have a thing against Eunha or Sowon so no offense I just needed 2 more females and the Madyson part that is my best friend who has helped me through a lot
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