Her Tears (slow update)

Chapter 3

Author-nim - IM SORRY FOR POSTING LATE! I am just a bad human being it's just I haven't been eating well and apparently I fainted at school b/c of stress and I was malnourished. And I was with my mom for a few months then and she doesn't appreciate my writing so I couldn't write unless I wanted to be on her bad side. I hope you can forgive me and I will try to get back on a schedule^-^ ALSO I'm changing it up a bit from my YouTube version becasue it is tiring to go back and forth, but it will have some of the same, or very similar events but there will be other very different events.
——————————————————————————————————————
Jungkook P.O.V.
I looked at my hand to see what was want and I saw......BLOOD?! I started to pull up her sleeve, she tried to resist but I (as being a muscle pig) was too strong. I pulled up her sleeve and saw something I never wanted to see again, cuts, SELF HARM cuts, I pulled up the sleeve past her forearm and saw even mor cuts and..... burns? I pushed her behind the lockers so no-one would see us.

Jungkook- "Why the FUCK are you cutting your self up and these *points at Y/N's burns* are these burns!?"

Y/N- "I uh..."

I hear the sound of people running I look over Y/N and see Jin and Yoongi?! In the few classes I have had him in so far I already know he is a lazy ass so running? Why would he do that? Because of Y/N? I snap out of my thoughts as I hear them converse and I push Y/N even more into the wall, trying to hide bother of us even more so. I soon hear the footsteps fade away and I relax and then I notice the state me and Y/N are in. I quickly back away and mumble a quick sorry. The bell for lunch end ringed and I took Y/N's hand and brought her to the abandoned storage room, I found it while trying to find the principal's office. I then look back at Y/N and then at her arm, the cuts and burns were running all the way up and down it, why should she do this to herself? I look back at Y/N's face and see that she is slightly shaking, I pull her into a hug and she doesn't do anything, she just ....stands there.

Jungkook- "Does your family know this? Doctors?"

Y/N P.O.V

For some reason I felt more comfortable with Jungkook then any other person, welllll except Madyson. He just gave me a sense of safety and comfort. I looked around the room and saw a couch I then slowly grabbed Jungkook's wrist and pulled him to the couch. We sat down and and I looked him in the eye and started to confess, how I was an orphan and how the son of the family I was adopted from dis-owned me. I told him how my adoptive parents died a year and 9 months ago and how I have been bullied since I entered the school but it got worse ever since I started to wear long sleeves to hide my cuts. How I have only made one friend since the start of high school, how even though I LIVE with my brother and sister only my friend in which I only see at school noticed my change in mood and cuts and burns.

Jungkook- "Wow im..... sorry about that"

Y/N- "Dont apologize, it's not your fault"

Jungkook- "So you don't have any blood siblings?"

I felt myself starting to shake and my breaths shorten. You killed her. Your the fault she died. If you weren't born she would of lived. YOU SHOULD JUST KILL YOURSELF. Why don't you just go jump in front of a car, die in the way she did?

Y/N- "GET OUT. LEAVE ME ALONE"

Jungkook-"Y/N??"

Y/N-" ITS NOT MY FAULT. I DIDNT MEAN IT. I AM SORRY. JUST LEAVE ME ALONE"

Jungkook P.O.V.

Y/N started to shout at me and I could hear her breath shorten and she started shaking uncontrollably. There were tears streaming down Y/N's cheeks, I went to go swipe them off but she swatted my hand away and started talking in broken sobs

Y/N- "...why won't you leave me alone, I never did anything"

Jungkook-"shhhhh, it's okay"

I went to hug her and she pushed away but I continued to try and after a few trials she let me, still sobbing getting my shirt soaked in tears. I was still hugging her, trying to comfort her when we heard a bang on the door.

???- "Y/N?"

???-" JUNGKOOK!"

I heard someone who sounded like Jin and somebody else on the other side, I guess the door locked. I turned to Y/N and saw that she was shaking even more then before the loud bang and the yelling.

Jungkook- "SHU- shut up guys! It's making it worse!"

I whisper-shouted at them, they went silent.

Jin- "Jungkook, why are you locked in there?"

Jungkook-" just go I will talk to you guys later you are making matters worse"

???-"*quietly* is y/n in there?"

Jungkook-"yeah and your freaking her out so G-go away"

???+Jin- "Okay"

I looked to Y/N and she looked much calmer and drowsy being in my arms.

Jungkook-"y/n? Do you want to go home?"

She just nods so I pick her up bridal style and bring her to the car, put her in the passengers side and buckle her up. After I walk round to the driver's side getting in buckling up, putting the keys in ignition and then driving away. We were driving away when I realized that I didn't even know her address. I quietly asked and got a sheepish answer and started driving to Y/N's house. We got there somewhat quick, I turned toward Y/N and I saw that she was fast asleep(anyone else fall asleep no matter how awake you are when you are in a car, cause I always do😅😅). I tried to wake her up but she didn't budge, I then picked her up and brought her to the front door. I somehow was able to ring the doorbell and no-one answered so I tried waking Y/N up again, she just barely woke up so I asked her if she had her house key, she told me an extra was under the flower pot by the door. I got the extra key and opened the door it was unlocked, I didnt even have to ask her, anyways now no-one will think I'm a robber or something. I get in and bring Y/N to what seems to be the study, I place her down on the small couch and put the blanket around her, very convenient that it was just laying around. I then left the house, locking it this time and went to my car, upon driving out of the drive way another car pulled in, a very fancy looking one, thinking of that Y/N's house was very fancy and expensive as well. Any ways I left not thinking much of it and drove to the house for everyone, going to my room and sleeping through the rest of the day, not caring that my phone was dead or that everyone didn't know where I was. I went to bed thinking about Y/N and about how she deserves more then she think she deserves, and wondering why she doesn't like herself, why her adoptive brother disowned her, why everyone like to bully her, and why everyone says she's and only child if she said that she has a brother and another sibling, even though they are adoptive.