Vent

Sad

I've been so sad lately and I'm not entirely sure why. I want to talk to Danny about it, but he already has so much to deal with and I don't want to be a burden.

I don't know. Everything just hurts. I'm scared that Danny is going to leave me. I've been missing everyone who has left me. It's hard.

I don't know what to do. I'm always so sad and glad the time I'm not sure why. I'm not sure how to tell Danny about it. I don't need him to worry about me.

I just feel stuck. I'm starting to feel like how I used to a few years ago. Numb and drowning. My thoughts are so harsh and I don't know how to make them stop.

I just want to disappear again.. My home life hasn't been improving like some said it would. It's just getting worse. I dont know what to do. I'm so lost.

I'm just sad.

And I don't know how to deal with it. I'm scared of letting Danny down. Because I'm not sure how much longer I can deal with everything. But I'll do my best to hang on for him.

I'm tired of letting people down.

I'm just tired in general.

I don't know what I'm trying to say in this. I just know that I'm so sad and lost. I don't know how to fix it. I don't know how to get better.