-YoonMin- Fanartist

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Yoongi's POV

Jimin run away, I followed him. I looked around outside but I didn't see any sign of him. Where did that kid go? How can he run away so fast? I asked to my self. I run and run again and stop in every possible place I think he will be hiding but still no sign of him. I didn't stop searching for him until I saw him crying, sitting on a concrete floor. I want to go after him and hug him but I stop my self and watch him because I know Jimin want to be alone. I saw him standing up, walk towards the bench near him, sat there and cry again. I stare at him for almost an hour, he stand up and walk, I slowly followed him. I saw him walk and stop at the side of the road, I thought he wanted to cross the street. I slowly walk near him until I saw Jimin blankly walk across the road where vehicles passing by quickly and it all click on my mind. Jimin wanted to kill his self. 

I saw a fast car approaching him, my heart beat so fast. So I gather all my strength to run after him. Luckily, before it him I grab him by his wrist and pull him into me. I don't know how and why, but it really scared me to death. I hug him very tight, afraid to lose him again. "Lose him again." I said to my self. 

He started to push me away but I only tighten my hug on him.

He try to pushed me away and shouted at me.

"Jimin..." I said.

Jimin stop pushing me and remain silent.

"Are you crazy? What are you doing?" I said hugging him.

He remain silent put both of his hands down.

"Let's go home. The sun will come up soon...." I said. "I heard everything. Let's just go home first." I said guiding him away of the road.

"I don't want to." he said pushing me.

"I know you don't mean that." I said looking straight at him.

"What do you know?" he said tearing up. " All I want is to make my brother happy, but why does it all have to be taken away now?" he added. "Not just my brother's happiness but also your happiness and from now on many more things will be taken away from me." he continue crying in every word he said. Luckily there's no other people in that place except to some vehicles that passing by. "Not just my right hand, but many other parts of my body will start to lose mobility." he said looking at the floor. "I won't be able to talk anymore, let alone sing or even dance. I'll only give all of you a trouble." he said. "The only thing left to do is wait for death." he whisper but I heard it. "So before that time comes..." he start to walk away again. 

I hold his wrist before he continue what he plan to do. "Don't do anything stupid!" I shouted. 

"I've already decided." he said forcefully pulling my hands away on his wrist. 

"You can't just decide this yourself!" I said angrily. "Everyone wants you to continue living, that's why I came to look for you." I said tearing up. "If you take your life away, no one will forgive you." I added crying.

"Leave me alone!" he said trying to escape from me.

I loose my grip on him. "Wait!" I said and back hug him.

"Let me go!" he said trying to push away my hands.

"No, I don't want to!" I said hugging him tight.

"Why?" he said loosing his strength and stop fighting me.

"Because I love you!" I said crying. "Please, don't leave..." I said resting my chin on his shoulder.

Jimin finally stop and cry again.