-YoonMin- Fanartist

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Jin's POV

I was very excited to celebrate my brother's birthday together with our friends because I know this is the last time we can do it. We prepared everything and get ready when Taehyung give us a sign that he's already here. We hide and wait for the door to open. After a second the door finally burst open, I nod at them and got out in our place but what I see is what I didn't expect. 

Jimin is crying looking at me with his eyes full of betrayal. And now it hit me, he already know what I was hiding. I slowly walk towards him. He just stay there and looked at the floor crying.

"Jimin-ah..." I said trying to hold him.

He step away. Everyone gasp but remained silent, they are confused to what was happening right now.

"Hyung,  why?" He whispered.

"I'm sorry..." I said quietly.

"Do you think hiding this from me everything will be fine?" he asked.

I remained silent and listen to him while tearing up.

"It's my life hyung....i have the right to know what's going on..." he said. "Is this the reason why you told me to do everything and be happy? Because you know sooner or later I will die." he asked.

"Yes." I whispered, crying.

"Do I looked happy to you?" He asked looking at me.

I looked at him and felt guilty. I cried and try to hug him.

"Don't touch me!" He shouted at me.

Namjoon walk beside me and hug me. "Don't talk to him like that, he's your hyung!" Namjoon shout at him.

"I know...but he betray me..." he whispered, turn away and run out of the door.

After he shut the door, my legs felt weak, I sat down on the floor while Namjoon and the rest of our friends try to calm me down.

Jimin's POV

I kept running and running and running until I fell on the ground. I stay like that for a minute and continue to cry, I don't care if someone see me in this state. After a minute, I try to sit down. My knee is bleeding, I try to stand up and take a breath. I decided to looked around to know where am I and realized I don't know what place is this. I saw a bench, sit on it and crying again. 

I run away because he betrayed me. Yes, he betrayed me because he always told me to be happy and do everything I want to do and yet he is crying there alone. I hate myself because of that.

I remember when I our parents died in a car accident, I was 17 and he was 20. I never saw him cry, he just stay beside me, smiling at me and told me that everything will be fine. When I was diagnose with this decease, he decided stop achieving his dreams and support me. One day I woke up and saw him crying alone in a corner, I walk towards him and hug him. After he cry, he promise me that he will be happy for now on. He promise to me that anything happened we will stay happy together and he will stay happy after I left, but he broke that promise because last night I accidentally saw him crying alone in the kitchen. That's the reason why I decided to go to the hospital alone and now I know the reason why he broke our promise. I hate it, I hate myself for making him cry.

I looked at the street and saw vehicles passing. I stand up blankly and decided to cross the street. I walk and walk, my mind only tells me that I have to end everything now. I saw a car approaching fast....