An Unexpected Bend

I Am Gonna Kill You

"Ouch!"
"That's it ,aannnd we are done."
"Hm..." I said looking at the cleanly dressed wound. It did help with the pain but of course it was still hurting. My hand was still shivering as I looked at my hand which was missing a finger.

"Keep your hand down gently and take rest. The pain will sink down. I will change the dressing again tomorrow. And don't worry ,losing a pinki finger in your left hand won't be a big loss , you will get used to it"
He said in a very calming voice and a soothing smile. I felt a slight pinch of comfort there.
As he was getting up I said.

"Oh you're leaving? You-you have some other appointment or something?" I said with a puppy face.
"Haha no I was just keeping my kit on that table" he got up ;kept the kit,"and coming back her to sit with you, if that is acceptable by Mia Rench ofc."
I said nothing for a while just giggled.
"So I never got to ask you your name.."
"Ahh... well it is Ryan Corney."
"Mmh-hmm so are you hired here to treat the injured luna-dealers, injured dealers?"
" Haha go on say it , lunatics. Well yeah pretty much . I wanna become a doctor and I can not get into a med school because I have no money or a family. I used be a the sweeper boy in school and instead of getting paid in money , I asked for education and a high school graduation. Now I needed an internship to make money but no let me in cause I am only 17 right now but W.P.C was very generous. I know it is not morally correct to work for this company, but it is necessary u see."
I had always thought there could be no way of justifying why someone should work for a criminal organisation but this just did. Ryan didn't wanna kill anybody or bring misery , he just wanted to heal. And to help him achieve his dream he was just using W.P.C and that's it. I had really started liking Ryan.

"I hope you will get enough money and soon will be wearing a white coat."
"Fingers crossed."
I finally felt like this was someone I could talk to who will not kill me.
"So Ryan is Ray's story also as satisfying as yours?"
"Hmm... this is probably the second time you have mentioned Ray out of nowhere. Do u fancy him??"
"Whaaa...!?? No what the hell."
"Wow the fact that u are freaking out on that question just makes me more right he he he" he giggled with a sense of superiority.
"Okay first off who says 'fancy'. Like seriously in which era are you living in. And no the man is just.." I looked at my wound and stopped.
Somehow all the pain came back . I guess I was so engrossed in the conversation that I forgot about it. But I could feel it then. Excoriating pain.
"Oh I know I know." He said with gorgeous wet eyes and held my hand. His gentle grip made me feel so warm. I could stay like that forever.

"I just meant he can be really charming believe me." He looked and my hand as said this. Then he looked up and caught me staring in his eyes. It was such a beautiful moment. I almost forgot about criminals or cuts or brutal people. Our foreheads were just a few centimeters away. Hand in hand we just sat their. Saying absolutely nothing . Ryan couldn't stop smiling. Oh how I wished the time could have stopped there. But ofc the sadist couldn't bear this sight

" WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE DOING RYAN!!??"
As soon as I heard this I pulled away in fear
"Oh nonoo... it is not what it... I swear.. I was just talking.."
"WELL IT DOESNT SEEM LIKE 'TALKING 'TO ME"
I was genuinely scared. I had never heard Ray talk this way , not even in when he was hijacking the plane in Berlin. I could see the fire in his eyes. God knows what triggered him.
Ryan looked at my horrified face and tried to comfort me but too scared to touch so he hesitantly but calmly said
"OK listen stop screaming.. I was just... u know... I was going.."
"YEAH I GUESS IT IS ABOUT TIME YOU..."
He advanced towards Ryan at a fast pace and yanked him with his arm. He literally threw Ryan across the room. I could see that Ryan was in pain
"GET OUT"
Saying this he kicked him out of room like a piece of crap. It must have been really painful. Ryan did not deserve that. Not at all. He was sweet to me and is just a saint like person by nature. Getting beaten up so mercilessly was not asked for. It just made my blood boil.
Why ? Why the fuck is he so damn brutal? Ryan was just talking to me.
At that point I was so furious that I actually meant this..
I am gonna kill you. I am gonna kill you dead.
Me who can never even imagine giving someone a scratch, having such feelings for someone has to be a big deal. I meant it. I swear if I had a dagger or a gun or anything I wouldn't have hesitated.

If only I had killed him ,he wouldnt have been a reason for my death today.

He banged the door close and looked at me . As soon as he opened his mouth to speak I interrupted
" Why" I said in a very low voice with gritting teeth
"WHY!!??" I shouted at the top of my lungs. Soon after saying this I grabbed the scissors Ryan used to dress my wound and threw it at him.
He just managed to dodge but got a nice deep scratch on his neck. He was bleeding. Me , Mia didn't care. I still can not believe that I didn't get the urge to help him then instead I attacked him. That was the first time I felt the taste of hate, the feeling of being drunk in anger.
It made me forget who I am or who I was. All I knew was anger and hatred. Truly the worst drug in mankind
"I AM GONNA KILL YOU." I said running towards him ready to tackle him
"I AM GONNA KILL YOU"