My Ruined Life

Sep. 24, 2018

I don't know what compelled me to create a tik tok but I'm glad that I did. I spent about 30 minutes on the app before I saw him. I knew he had to have some kind of role in my life. He was so perfect. His dark brown hair perfectly messy. His stupid glasses perched on his nose made him look even more attractive. I immediately felt my face heat up as I watched his short video. The more I watched it, the more butterflies formed in my stomach. I knew then that if fall the hardest I've ever fell. I went to his page and found his snapchat name. My smile grew bigger knowing that now there was a chance I could talk to him. I can still remember our first conversation. He posted on his story that he was upset. His friend left him on read. I told him I hated when that happened. I went to bed that night with hope for a real conversation the next day.