Not Just a Fan (Ally hills FF)

Chapter 1.3

After I had contemplated the "date" with Stevie for hours, I had decided I was going to go on it. We were just going to go out as friends, and only that. Plus I enjoyed Stevie's company, she seemed sweet and very sure of herself. I promised myself that nothing was going to happen and that I was completely and utterly Ally's. I was still bummed out I would have to wait 3 days to see her again, but I would probably fill the days with worrying about what we were going to do and- OH MY GOD I HAVE NOTHING TO WEAR. My closet was filled with clothes that all looked the same, mostly black to be honest. I wanted our first official date to be special and I definitely didn't want to look how I always looked. I still had NO idea what we were gonna do, or where we were gonna go, what if we don't even go anywhere? What if I'm worrying for nothing?
My thoughts again were interrupted by my phone buzzing, this time I was actually scared to pick it up. What if it's Stevie again. Ah fuck it why am I even scared of her, actually I wasn't SCARED of her, just ~intimidated~. I picked up my phone after a couple more minutes of going back and forth in my head. It was Ally, a wave of relief washed over me.
Hey babe, wait can I call you babe? Is it too soon? Actually this was really stupid, you don't even have to respond. ACTUALLY don't even open this message if you're still reading this STOP just close your phone and ignore me, bye.
I had a smile on my face the entire time I was reading it, she was so STUPID but in like a cute adorable way. I didn't even know how to reply.
you can absolutely call me babe, no time is too soon! i read the whole text and i just want to let you know, you're adorable.
5 minutes had passed and she still hadn't responded so I locked my phone and threw it on my bed before hopping in the shower. I got out about 20 minutes later and changed into my sleeping attire, but as soon as I got into my bed I couldn't sleep. My mind was going 100 miles per hour and everything had finally hit me. Stevie popped into my head first, what if she didn't see this as a friend date? What if she tried to make a move? I was weirdly attracted to her and was scared if she tried something I wouldn't stop her.
I also thought about Ally, if she found out I had no idea what I was going to say. I never would want to hurt her, please she was so soft she couldn't handle it. Like seriously, if she caught me hanging out with her ex what the FUCK was I going to say. I thought of every situation that could happen that would lead to her finding out about it, every single situation ended badly. Ugh maybe I shouldn't go. I was definitely overthinking things at this point. I just needed to calm down and breathe, everything was going to be okay. I checked my phone, it was 1 am already but I still wasn't tired. I needed to get some sleep though, I had to get an outfit for BOTH dates, well actually just one is a date. My phone buzzes again, Ally texted me.
Hey babe, glad we cleared that up ;) Just wanted to let you know to make sure to dress comfortable for our date, please don't worry about impressing me! You're beautiful always.
I smiled again, ugh I hated that she made me smile so easily. I didn't feel like responding yet, I didn't want her to worry about why I was awake so late, even though she was awake herself. I set an alarm for 10 the next day, it seemed like an appropriate time to wake up. Just before putting my phone down, and trying to sleep, it rang violently and loud. It was Stevie. I threw my phone across the room out of fear and shock. She always tried to get in contact with me at the wrong time. Before I could even get up to get my phone and answer, the ringing stopped. In a way I kind of felt a sense of relief, I really didn't want to talk to her. I walked across the room and picked up my phone, I had a missed call and text from Stevie. I opened the text first.
Hey, sorry cutie you're probably asleep I just really wanted to hear your voice :(
I kind of felt bad in that moment, what if she really needed a friend and I just ignored her. Before I had the urge to call her back, I walked back to my bed and fell asleep quickly.