Dedicated to kiteflyer25. Thank you for your support!!
3 years later
Outside the cool breeze gently rattled window panes and the air that drifted into my room smelled earthy and dry and the pearly beads of Sun rays woke me up to a lovely morning...not! I lay on my bed , my eyes droopy with insufficient sleep and my bed sheet was crumbled underneath me. Ughhh! School again...
First day of sophomore year - sleep in ? Check.,
Reach school late? I sure hope not...tardy pass on day 1 is not good...
I bounced out of bed and rushed into the bathroom with a quick glance at the clock . 7:45 . I should be alright , I thought. 15 minutes more. I quickly had an awakening shower and slipped into a pair of black jeans and an aquamarine top. 7:53. I applied a bit of mascara , picked up my sling bag and came downstairs I took out money from my cafeteria money box and glanced up hopefully.
Maybe come she'd come to see me off , just maybe. But no weary looking woman came down with a smile on her face to see her 16 year old daughter of to her first day of sophomore year. The pessimism , that had rightfully accumalated over the past 3 years was not wearing off that easily. I sighed and head out the door. My friend/carpool buddy- Jessica honked loudly outside my gate as I pushed it open.
"Hey,best!" Jessica said
'HEY! Sup??" I replied over - enthusiastically.
'Everything alright?' she asked,concerned.
'Yeah,whatever lets go'
'Cool... hop in!' she said suspciously.
I flinged the car door open and came inside.
'So...are you really alright?' she asked.
I sighed.
You've been sighing a lot lately, you know.
'I thought I already answered that , Jess.' I said in a monotone voice.
'Fine!' she said frustrated.
Its okay , you can make it up to her later...
The rest of the ride was really quiet . Jessica was really upset, I could literally feel her 'You should tell me everything because I'm supposedly your best friend, but no o o hide everything from me!' vibes radiating off from her.She only thought she was my best friend, so it didn't matter,really.
There was a huge commotion outside the school building as usual my 'Stay out of the Crowd' instinct popped up and I ignored my increasing curiousity to join the mob.
Anyway, they are probably mobbing another guy who has the ill fate of attending this school.
Yup,keep telling yourself that!
Waving goodbye to Jessica I made my way to my locker. I flinged it open and discovered stinky 3 month old gym shoes at the back of my locker. I'm not much of the neat freak. Stuck to the wall of the locker was my 'Do Before You Die' List. It went:
1)Reveal your crush to your friends.
2)Shake hands with a penguin.
3)Ride a dolphin.
4)Get a new look.
5) Make a true BFF.
6)Host the party of the year
7)Get a Boyfriend
8)Actually live before you die.
And sloppily written I had added another point just a while back
9)Gather the courage to throw this away and live your dream.
Why cant i shake hands with a penguin? Phobia
Why cant I ride a dolphin? I'm not effin Barbie(island princess)
New look? No way ... I'd need the confidence to pull it off.
Friend? Is there anyone out there who'll truly understand me?
You dont understand yourself , silly... you can't expect anybody else to understand you.
Party? Money,venue and again the confidence part.
A boyfriend? I've been told I'm boring by half of the male population in high school.
Live? Right now , I'm surviving . What with issues with my mom and other issues you won't find out until AvaLasting decides to tell you. I wanna actually live my life- feel my adrenaline levels soar and actually for once in my lifetime be happy.
Finally, why would I want to throw this away? This list was written by the old me , the one that was popular and liked. I have to throw away my past if i want to continue my life...
I walked into the classroom and suddenly a memory came flooding back.
'Hey... how old are you?' my classmate Nicole sneered
'Thirteen , ' I whispered.
'Oh... hun , the nursery school is there' she said pointing to the table where the geeks and nerds sat.
'And lying is a very bad habit child' she said patronizingly
'Do you remember me asking for your opinion? No ? me neither. But anyway thank you for the ever so enlightening directions.'i retorted and hurried off to a table.
I snapped out of my reverie as soon as I locked glances with Nicole.
Oh queen bitch is in one of my classes again...
I glanced over to River (guess who he is?) and fantasized about him. FYI , there's no getting out of these daydreams for me... Who wouldn't want to think about a non - existent perfect life?
"Good morning students..." Mrs.Murphy greeted . I quickly snapped out of my daydream and stumbled to an empty seat and greeted her back with the class.
Pouring over the pages of wars and depressions when it's raining creates a very pessimistic (not to mention sleepy) mood, indeed. Half of the class jerked awake just in time to wish the principal in. Mr.Hope is a stout,jolly and amusing... But you don't want to get into his bad books...or so I've heard. His nickname for me is Humpty. Don't ask... Cuz I seriously don't know.
The other half of the class got a disapproving look from Mrs.murphy and Humpty. He sighed.
"Okay class I'd like to introduce you to a new transfer. Come in ,boy."
And In walked ....
Cameron.
As if my life wasn't already that complicated.
Dear Life,
throw in an ex admirer , won't you?
Why do you hate me so much?
------------------------------------------------------------
Did you like it????Not sure if I should continue... Tell me if I should. Thank you all my lovely readers!!!
YOU ARE READING
Transfer My Heart
Teen FictionZoey is your average american girl with your average grades and looks. She's as ordinary as they come or so everyone assumes. The reality of her life lies within the pages of her diary, the diary she got the day she left her old school, the day h...
