In Lesbians With You

CHAPTER 1.

HEEEEEEEYYYYYY YOU GUYSSSSS! like I promise, here's my story! I've decided to call it "In Lesbians With You" (Scott Pilgrim reference ;D). I hope you guys like it. I will be updating this story every week so be sure to comment and vote and fan. :D oh! and be sure to give me feedback, this is my first story and id love to know what you think! K well, ill let you read now. have fun! <3 byeeeeee. :D

CHAPTER 1.

I lean in to kiss her and before our lips even touch all the memories we ever made ran through my head. We've been best friends since I can remember. We told each other everything. I trusted her with anything. Now I was only a couple of inches away from her face, I could feel her hot breath hit my cheeks. I could tell she was nervous, I mean who wouldn't be if you're about to kiss your best friend. shit, I know I was. As I lean even closer, she moves back about two inches. I can see her eyes now, they look scared. "uh...I...uh, I'm..." just as I was getting ready to apologize, she leaned in and pressed her lips against mine. I was shocked. I thought she didn't want to do this? I sit there with my eyes wide open not realizing what was happening. my best friend, the love of my life was kissing me and I'm just sitting here doing nothing! as I close my eyes for better sense of the kiss, I start to actually feel it. I felt the gentleness of her lips against mine, as if she didn't want to hurt me. her lips were warm and soft. I was in heaven. as I was raising my hand to put it on her face she jolted back with such a force that she fell of the bed and onto the floor. her face was flushed. I didn't know what to say or what to do. "uh...need some help?" I reach out my hand to pick her up. she takes it, stands up, and holds onto it for a couple of seconds just examining how our hands intertwined together. I squeezed her hand a bit to get her attention back. she looked up quickly, shoved me back and slapped my face, hard. I felt the stinging pain on the whole left side of my face. once again, I was shocked. I mean, weren't we just kissing like five minutes ago? "did I do somthing wron..." I started but got interrupted by her. "SHUT UP! why would you do this to me?!" she asked with tears welling up in her eyes. "do what Lexi?!" as I screamed in confusion at her I felt another stinging pain but this time it was on the right side of my face. she just slapped me again! "okay Lexi, what the fuck is your problem? weren't we just kissi...." "NO! what the fuck is YOUR problem?! Alex I'm not gay! why would you kiss me if you know for a fact that I'm not fucking gay!" she said it with a disgusted look on her face. "woah woah woah. if I recall correctly, YOU were the one that kissed ME!" my eyes were watering up at this point because of all the confusion and screaming. and the pain coming from both my cheeks. "why can't you just leave me alone?! I'm straight! don't you get it? do I have to spell it out for you, S-T-R-A-I-G-H-T, straight! I will never be gay, I like men! and you're just a faggot that wants to ruin my life with all your gay lesbian thoughts! LEAVE ME ALONE!" she stomped out of my room and immaturely slammed the door shut. I heard her car pull out of the driveway and go down the street. I was alone. by this time my eyes were filled with tears and I couldn't hold them in much longer. I jump on my bed face down on my pillow and start balling my eyes out. did she really mean everything she just said? or was she just confused as much as I was at this point? oh I sure hope she wont stop talking to me. I'd hate to lose her over such a stupid reason that I could've kept a secret much longer. "why did I tell her?! why why why!? everything would be completely fine if I hadn't told her, I'm so stupid! why why why!...........

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"why.....why...." *RINNNNNNNNNNNG*

"uh wh...what?....ah shit" my alarm clock went off and woke me up. was last night all a dream? or a horrible nightmare maybe? I get up to see if I have any marks on my face that might tell me if what happened yesterday was real or not. my whole face was red. I didn't know wether it was the slaps I received yesterday or my face being burried in my pillow all night. I touch my face to see if it hurts. nope. nothing. I look in the mirror, I expected to see a mess but all I saw was a really tired me. It didn't even look like I've been crying all night although I remember perfectly that I did. still very confused, I step in the shower, turn on the cold water and let myself day dream. what if yesterday was just a dream? it all felt so real though. If it was a dream, I now know that telling my best friend my secret won't be such a good idea after all. but then again, what if she would react differently? I'm so confused!

I turn off the water, wrap a towel around me and head to the closet. I put on a dark blue v-neck, some black skinny jeans and my dark blue slip on vans. I look in the mirror and toss my very short, wet, black hair around til I'm satisfied on how it looks. I go over to the full lenght mirror and check myself out for the last time. "ha" I laugh to myself "can I make it any more obvious?" I look around for my back pack and put it over my shoulder. I still had five minutes before my ride got here.

what if it DID happen? "shit..." I whisper to myself as I think about how it will be without her. I've been knowing her for years. she's been with me through the good times and the tough times. she knows everything about me! well, almost everything. my life without her will be meaningless. she's amazing and gorgeous and.... *BEEP BEEP*

my thoughts got inturrupted by the horn of my friends car. I jump up, grab my phone, and head out the door. "hey Adam, wassup?" I manage to speak out, I was scared about what would happen when I see her and you could hear it in my voice. Adam, by the way, was my other childhood best friend, except I never grew any feelings for him considering I'm lesbian. but either way Adam is a great guy and I could see any girl falling for him. he was tall, had blonde swoopy hair, and a body every guy could only dream of having. he was extremely silly but serious when needed to be. he confessed to me that he liked me ever since grade 9 a couple of weeks ago and I had no other choice but to tell him my secret in order to not hurt his feelings as much. I didn't know how he'd take it but after I told him, he was super cool about it.

"not much dude. hey, you okay?" he asked while eyeing me from head to toe. "I would be if you stop checking me out" I said jokingly punching his arm. "I'm sorry, I just can't help that you're super hot" he laughed. I look at him with a disgusted look on my face, "ew. shut up. remember? I'm lesbian!" I laugh as I see a disappointed look on his face appear. "but cheer up dude, there's plenty of other fish in the sea" I say smiling at him. he smiles back at me "I still can't believe I'm the first and only one you've told your big secret to man" he said with a huge grin on his face. "it's not like it's not already obvious? plus, hate to burst your bubble but my parents were the first I told, so ha" I said with a smug look on my face. "oh whatever, at least I'm the only one that you've told on your friends list right?" I laughed, "sure, whatever floats your boat" I could see his grin grow wider. I rolled my eyes. oh what am I going to do with this boy?

I lean my head against the window and look up at sky. I start thinking about Lexi and tried my very hardest to remember if what happened yesterday was a dream or not....I sure hope it was. there was nothing left to do but wait til we got to school and find out.

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