Why Is It This Complicated (A Todomomo Fanfic)

Your Not Being Fair

Momo. I thought if I pushed these feelings away like all my others it would work. But, it didn't...you broke me in the best way possible. I need you. Don't leave me... your all I have.

Todoroki got to the park, tears in his eyes. Thankfully under the pink tree was Momo. She was laying down with her eyes closed.

Todoroki walked over to her. He paused. I don't even know what to say. He looked at Momo and realized that she was crying.

Todoroki took a deep breath. "What do you think your doing?"

Momo opened her eyes. When she saw Todoroki she wiped her eyes and turned her head away from him.

"Momo listen. I'm-"

"No. Stop it." Momo stood up. Hot tears streaming down her face. "YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND I CAN'T DO THIS JUST FORGET ABOUT ME! IM NOTHING!" She took a deep breath.

"I'm weak. I'll just let you down. There are these voices in my head telling me I'm not good enough. And... I'm starting to believe them. I know you think you care for me but thats a lie your telling yourself."

"Momo."

"Stop. Just don't, you can't he-"

"MOMO LISTEN." Todoroki took a step forward. "Let me say this. I have to say this."

Momo looked down. How am I supposed to look at him.

"Don't tell me how I feel or how I think. I know how I feel. When you say these things that's just a lie you're telling yourself. Momo. Feelings scare me, okay. They are just a setup for heartbreak. They make people weak. And they are confusing. I've been good at pushing them away. I can't handle them. But, with you I can't push them away."

The tears kept falling down her face.

"I don't know how to say this. But when you smile... well... there's no way to describe how I feel. And when you laugh. Thats just the best thing ever. You make me the happiest I can be.

He grabbed her shoulders.

I wont lie, at first I did want to push the feelings I have for you away. But I couldn't do it. And I'm not sorry about that. You are the one person I can say I care for with all of my heart.

Momo wiped her eyes.

"I wan't to be with you even if its just as friends. I want you to be happy. And, what your doing. Telling me that you'll let me down. Telling me to forget about you... that's just not fair."

Todoroki could feel himself losing control. He had opened up his heart that he had kept closed for so long.

"Momo I need you. And I think you need me just as much. So, please." Tears started to fall from his eyes. "Don't do this to yourself."

Momo had no expression on her face now.

"Whatever is making you feel this way. Whatever is telling you all this. We'll get through it together." He grabbed Momo and pulled her into a hug.

"I don't care what you say Momo. I love you. Don't hurt me like this. Don't hurt you, it's not fair."

Momo stayed still. Scared to move, scared to talk. She took a deep breath and finally got the courage to talk.

"I-I'm sorry, Todoroki." A few tears fell from Momo's eyes but they weren't because she was sad. Infact, she wasn't sad anymore. Momo felt like she wasn't alone for the first time. She felt closer to Todoroki than she has with anyone else.

Momo wrapped her arms around Todoroki hugging him back. "Can we stay like this for a little longer?" She asked not wanting the hug to end.

"We can stay like this forever if that's what you want." Todoroki replied.

"Yes, that would be nice." Momo smiled.