[to: Gerard]
oh my god! thank you so much for asking me to join the band! it honestly means so much
[to: Gerard]
I mean, you're so great! you're just so perfe-
[to: Gerard]
you're just so talented how do you not see that?
[to: Gerard]
fuck, Gerard, you are so perfe-
[to: Gerard]
I don't know where I'd be without you, truly.
[to: Gerard]
second album, we're doing so fucking good
[to: Gerard]
I'm becoming a better person because of you
[to: Gerard]
Gerard, I..
[to: Gerard]
I didn't know you were suicidal.
[to: Gerard]
Gerard, please, don't put yourself through that, please
[to: Gerard]
I don't want you to leave, I love y-
[to: Gerard]
you kissed me, Gerard. on stage.
[to: Gerard]
fuck, did that mean anything?
[to: Gerard]
honestly, when you did that, nothing else in the world mattered.
[to: Gerard]
fuck, why didn't I kiss you back?
[to: Gerard]
I want you to kiss me again.
[to: Gerard]
we kissed again, and I felt the blood pumping through my veins.
[to: Gerard]
I love it when we kiss.
[to: Gerard<3]
how did I get here?
[to: Gerard<3]
from being your friend, to band friend, to boyfriend, I just
[to: Gerard<3]
I've never been happier
[to: Gerard<3]
you make every single bad thought go away.
[to: Gerard<3]
did I tell you how fucking hot you look in the black parade jacket?
[to: Gerard<3]
fuck, Gerard, you are so beautiful
[to: Gerard<3]
how did I get the most beautiful boy in the whole world?
[to: Gerard<3]
people like the idea of us being together, you know. they call us "frerard", how cute is that?!
[to: Gerard<3]
they'll never know. I don't want them to know. I want you all to myself and I want every part of you as mine.
[to: Gerard<3]
Lindsey? really?
[to: Gerard<3]
I can't believe you, Gerard.
[to: Gerard<3]
you left me for her.
[to: Gerard<3]
I never told you that I loved you.
[to: Gerard<3]
if Ray tells you that he saw me crying on your wedding, don't listen to him.
[to: Gerard<3]
I don't want you to know the truth about that day.
[to: Gerard<3]
I tried drinking, just so that I could forget all about you.
[to: Gerard<3]
the vodka burnt my throat. but I'd rather pass out from a hangover than stare blankly at my hands trying to forget what it was like to touch you.
[to: Gerard<3]
I keep trying to concentrate on the band, but when we're on stage, you're all I can think about.
[to: Gerard<3]
you look beautiful with red hair.
[to: Gerard<3]
you are so beautiful.
[to: Gerard]
why did you do it, Gerard?
[to: Gerard]
you're such a fucking asshole.
[to: Gerard]
that band was the best thing in my life.
[to: Gerard]
apart from you, of course.
[to: Gerard]
just because you wanted a solo career?
[to: Gerard]
fuck you, Gerard. fuck. you.
[to: Gerard]
hey, I miss you.
[to: Gerard]
action cat is fucking amazing. I've had it on repeat.
[to: Gerard]
dude, I can't believe you're playing reading and leeds.
[to: Gerard]
if only we could've been there, huh?
[to: Gerard]
filming the .weighted video and just thinking about how you and the guys should've been there.
[to: Gerard]
I haven't seen you in so long.
[to: Gerard]
I miss you so fucking much, Gerard Way.
[to: Gerard]
I never got to tell you.
[to: Gerard]
I love you.
YOU ARE READING
And I'm sorry how it ends this way. (FRERARD)
FanfictionJust messages between Frank and Gerard that they never managed to send.