Day 12 Post 1

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October 12th, 4:30 PM

I ended up staying awake until five this morning, shifting from weirdness to anxiety the moment I thought about going to my room. It was worse when I considered writing about the experience of the night, seeing how I still don't know where that strange writing came from. So I stayed in the living room and read some of my favorite poetry while the tv acted as background noise. At dinner yesterday, I talked to mother about my strange behavior that morning. I explained the dream and showed her the page in the book. She concluded that I possibly woke up in the middle of the night and wrote that while half awake. I'm not known for that kind of behavior, but I guess it's possible considering my terrible sleep the past several days. If I give my own thoughts on this whole week,things definitely aren't right. I can feel my mental health wavering a bit. I decided to call off today and tomorrow for that very reason. I'm happy Jessica agreed with my choice. I would really hate losing my job. Oh, Rebecca should be here soon. She's going to spend the weekend with me,which is something I'm happy about. This shall definitely get my mind off things.    

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