Tom Holland Imagines 2🎥❤️

If It Means A lot (P.P)

A/n: Hey guys I know I haven't been on here in ages it's just I've been dealing with a lot and I haven't been really impaired but now I sorta am and this based off a dream I had a weeks ago. I can't say I'm officially back but updates will be slow and if you requested something tell me what you requested because I probably forgot about it. If your wondering what's been going my grandmother passed away about a month ago and I was grieving badly now i'm feeling better and writing again has helped a lot ~ Thank you ~Hollyquinn7❤️

P.s I'm writing a new book series look at my recent conversation message for more info 

Y/n's Point of View 

"I don't understand Daisy" I sighed pausing the show we were currently watching;Daisy leaned her head softly against my shoulder. "I know y/n he'll come through eventually" Daisy Reassured  tapping my knee.

 I pressed play and I focused my attention to the show, I'm glad to have a friend  like daisy she's always been there for me and She's training me at shield. 

Hey darling, I hope you're good tonight And I know you don't feel right when I'm leaving

Once the show was over daisy and I headed to the tower for some training, walking into the tower we were greeted by F.R.I.D.A.Y "Hello Miss.Johnson, Mrs.Parker" I blushed. 

I let out a small laugh "It's still L/n FRIDAY it's not Parker quite yet" Daisy Let out a soft chuckle as we headed into the elevator. My face turned into a frown when Daisy wrapped her arm around my shoulder "hey cheer up Maybe he'll talk to you today" She said patting my back.

Yeah, I want it but no, I don't need it Tell me something sweet to get me by 

With Daisy's arm still wrapped around my shoulder we were greeted by the rest of the team but no peter? Probably hiding in his room or out and about with his friends. I should mention ever since peter came out of the soul stone he's been distant with me, we got engaged in Europe but ever since then he won't even talk to me or spend time with me. 

I slowly made my way to the couch and plopped down next to Wanda, who gave me a concerned look "you alright" she said Moving a little closer to me. I slowly Nodded biting softly on my bottom lip. 

Cause I can't come back home 'til they're singin' La, la la la, la la la

Wanda pulled me up from the couch and moved into the kitchen "what's really going on" she asked pulling out a bottle of wine. I gazed at the floor listening to the sound of her pouring the wine into two glasses. "I don't think peter loves me anymore" I whimpered swirling around my glass of wine be careful none of it spills on my Sleeping with Sirens shirt.

"Your playing right of course peter loves you" Daisy chimes in taking a ship out of my glass, Wanda sends her a glare. "Daisy," Wanda Grunts not taking her off Daisy who stepped back a little to avoid Wanda's Gaze. 

'Til everyone is singin' If you can wait 'til I get home I get home Then I swear to you that we can make this last

Wanda then turned her attention back to me with a soft smile as she took another ship from her drink. "As daisy was saying, Peter does love you very much he might just need time to self" Wanda says before she could say anything else Nat walks over with smirk across her face.

"What are we talking about ladies?" Nat asks leaning against the island i looked down at my glass trying not to make eye contact. 

 La la la  If you can wait 'til I get home I get home  Then I swear come tomorrow, this will all be in our past

That's when i felt a hand lift up my chin to look up "Why so bum L/N" Bucky asked bringing me into a hug. I rested my head in this chest and just let out a deep sigh "I just wish peter would notice me", Nat gave me a confused look "What are you talking about" Nat questioned walking over to her boyfriend and I. 

"Ever since peter's come back he's been really distant form me, like i'll get a kiss or a hug once an while but sometimes i question if he even loves me i guess It might be for the best" I sighed releasing my self from bucky's embrace. In the corner of my eye i saw someone with brown hair he was standing in the back with his arms crossed, The person didn't look to happy that's when it hit me.

And hey sweetie, but I need you here tonight And I know that you don't wanna be leaving Yeah 

My eyes widened at the sight of him "Y/n are you okay"Wanda asked placing her hand on my shoulder. I took a big gulp of my wine glass before pouring another glass and taking a big ship of it, "Oh there's peter hey peter come join us" Daisy encourages gesturing for him to come over. 

you want it but I can't help it i just feel complete when you're by my side But I know you can't come home 'til they're singin' La, la la la, la la la 'Til everyone is singin' La, la la la, la la la If you can wait 'til I get home Then I swear to you that we can make this last La la la

Peter shakes his head no "I-I think I'm okay" Peter says not taking his eyes of me, I gave him a fake smile hiding the fact that i wasn't happy with him. 

If you can wait 'til I get home Then I swear come tomorrow, this will all be in our past It might be for the best You know you can't give me what I need And even though you mean so much to me I can wait through everything Is this really happening?

I put my drink down and walked away from my friends not knowing peter was trailing behind me. "Y/n baby wait up" i stopped in my tracks at the sound of my soon to be husbands voice I bit on my bottom lip before turning around to face him, "what do you want peter" I said sternly.

Peter gave me a sympathetic look "Babe i know your not happy with me but-" i cut him with an right away."Your just now realizing that oh my god peter" I Shouted at him throwing my hands up in the air. 

I swear I'll never be happy again And don't you dare say we can just be friends I'm not some boy that you can sway We knew it'd happen eventually La, la la la, la la la Now everybody's singin'

We continued arguing back and forth before i ended up storming off to my room, Why are boys so stupid i mean peter isn't bad he just understand how i'm feeling. 

Night fell and i decide's to go when he's not with me which is basically all the time, I put on a black Metallica shirt, dark purple jeans and boats that Nat got for me. I quietly exited the tower without Friday even noticing i had left. 

La, la la la, la la la Now everybody's singin' La, la la la, la la la If you can wait 'til I get home  Now everybody's singin'

New York at night was a bit dangerous for someone like me but Y/n L

's got this under control, I wondered around the city looking around for my fiance. I crept in ever ally way, nick and corner of the city; until something caught my eye spider man was siting on a roof top i shook my head as i watched peter part of a sand witch. 

"Peter what the hell are you doing" I screamed up at him he turned to me as his white spider eyes widened, "Y-Y/n what are you doing here" he asked nervously yelling back down at me.

 La, la la la, la la la Then I swear we can make this last  Now everybody's singin' La, la la la, la la la If you can wait 'til I get home Now everybody's singin' la, la la la, la la la

I rolled my eyes as flew up to him I stood there floating in front of him with a glare "What are you hiding form me" I growled.  Peter took of his mask looking down at my feet "I cant explain" He said feeling guilty about something, I raised an eye brow at him "Explain".

Peter reached in his pocket for something, He pulled it out and handed it to me it was a letter that read "To my dearest Y/n". I looked up at peter confused "I-I think you should read it" Peter said taking bite from his sand witch, I ripped it open reading it carefully it was a note form...

Tears filled my eyes "H-How" 

Then I swear we can make this last Now everybody's singin' la