(^～^)im happy for you,im smiling for you, ill do anything for you, it's always for u and never for me and i need it to stop so let me tell you please,im always sad and im always lonely but i can't tell you that im breaking slowly,closed doors locked in no key keeping my feelings hidden there is no ease and i need it to stop and i want to be able to open up but my feelings are fatal,how many times must i keep it inside i need to let go and i swear that I've tried but opening up means trusting other's but thats just too much i dont want to bother so i keep it inside and burry it deep i know it's not healthy but you wont hear a sound though im always sad and im always lonely i could never tell you that im breaking slowly,keeping my feelings hidden and i want to be able to open up but my feelings are fatel.
