Questions

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                      Felix was cleaning the house when Changbin rushed into the living room holding his phone up past his shoulder. Felix turns around and gives changbin the attention he wants.

"HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO HIM?!OF ALL PEOPLE, WHY WOULD YOU TREAT HIM LIKE SHIT?! YOU SAYING THINGS AND ACTING LIKE THIS ISNT JUST HURTING HYUNJIN ITS HURTING ME!" He shouted at Felix.

Felix knew exactly what changbin was talking about. He never knew that his action would get this type of reaction. if he knew, he wouldn't've said anything. changbin was talking so fast. his face was red and so were his eyes, like he has been crying for a while. Felix walks over to changbin and rests his hands on his shoulders. they stay there for a bit. "Calm down. You are talking too fast. I cant understand you." Changbin knocks Felix's hands from his shoulders and replies with "No, not until you tell me why. If you don't I will not hesitate to walk the fuck out." Felix didn't answer. He was thinking about what to say. He didn't want changbin to leave. "FELIX, I WILL LEAVE. JUST FUCKING TELL ME!"

     Stupidly Felix says "Why?" he knew saying that was a mistake.

"Felix don't try me right now. Tell me or you will definitely regret it later, I promise you that."

"FINE! I am jealous. Seeing you too being touchy, and it seems like you are only happy when he is around. It makes me think I am not good enough for your love." he said. Felix started to cry from the idea that changbin could leave him. The possibility that he could loose him and his love.

"Love." changbin said through a laugh.

Felix watched changbin grab his keys from the clean counter and he knew exactly what that meant. He knew it was over between them.

"Love. That's funny." changbin said opening the front door.

Felix felt his heart break into pieces. He melted to the ground. He cried like a child. He has realized that he just lost the one thing that he feared loosing. Grief and anger coincide and form tears that will be spread along Felix's face and cause puddles beneath his head. It had only been minutes but he feels empty. His heart is aching. He had just lost the biggest part of him. The thought of changbin possibly being at Hyunjin's made it worse. "Love, that's funny." Wouldn't stop buzzing in his mind. He didn't know what to do with the mess of himself. He cried for hours that day. Felix knew deep down that changbin wasn't coming back to him. All Felix did now was eat Ramen, drink and watch TV. He had no one to cook for, to clean for or even be happy for. He let himself go. Changbin stopped by to get his clothing from the house but Felix didn't know because he was passed out on the couch. Changbin made it fast. He wasn't ready to face Felix yet. When the time is right he will. Changbin has officially moved into Hyunjin's beautiful home.

"I wonder what he is doing. Are they sleeping in the same bed? Did he actually leave me? Are they together?" Felix's head was full of unanswered questions. He didn't want answers to them. At least not right now. His heart isn't ready yet. He loved changbin with all of his heart but Felix often questioned changbins love for him. And turns out changbin didn't love Felix the same amount.

"Are they happy now?"