My dirty little secret

The question?

I go down stairs. I pass Nathan not giving him eye to eye. Just walk by I get a pan and start making a grill cheese. I finish getting some orange  juice. I sit down and eat he was there on the other side of the table reading his dandy old book.

I eat and eat. He just stares. I finish

Nathan
You don't want to make me one?

Natalia
huh are you  talking me? Sorry. Un no I don't thinks so.

Nathan
come on.

He grabs me pulling me from my waste and as I tried to walk by.
He made me sit in his lap.

Natalia
What are you doing?

Nathan
This is what you want right?

Natalia
Not like this I was you to like me back but I guess your professional business person doesn't let you. Just know I am still willing to do it.

I look at at him as I say these words my lips so close touching his chest with my hand. I go and kiss him. He doesn't do anything but enjoy.
I get up and walk away.

Nathan
Damn she fine but she is my boss daughter but she so fine I don't know if I can resist any longer.

For the past days my dad went to work he would stay at a hotel because it was far. I laid in bed cover in my sheets think about him I am falling for him badly.
It was hard to stay away. He would kiss me but I would stop him and walk  away. This was not my first rodeo I knew what I was doing.
It was 3:00am I was up thinking writing watching tv anything really. I went down to the kitchen then to get food this girl gots to me. I get some food I eat on my way to the room. I get to the hallway  eating my rise crispy.  I get stopped I like get rammed to the wall.

Natalia
Ah. Huh.

Nathan
Shh! The maid is sleeping. Shhh!

Natalia
What the hell nathan.

Nathan
I need to know one day you want me then the next you don't even like the kisses that i give you.

Natalia
I know. It's because I know that you just think I am just a toy to play with them move or something I know  how this goes even if you are not interested in me. I love to be the toy you play with but this time I want something more and you don't.

Nathan
Will this help.

He goes in for the kiss and I was against the wall my hand over my head and he held it so I wouldn't go. His other hand on my waste.  He goes in feeling good he lets go of my hand I don't stop him I join have my hand going over him to his back like we hugged. He picks me up  placing me onto the little table in the hallway. We drop  the flower pot, but we didn't care. We making out kissing me on my neck i unbuttoning his shirt getting his belt off from his pants. He grabs my shirt taking it off leaving it on the floor hallway taking  my shoes off. He picks me up slamming  the door against the  wall them closing it. Getting my pants off I try to get his it was a little hard but we got them off. I push him on the bed getting  on top. Kissing him having my hand go through his chest passing his abs. Having my hand to through his has hair. My hand going down low low. To find the mother lode this time it was better he wanted to do it even more that I did. Yes sure he was falling for me hard.

6:30am

Maid (Mary )
Ahh! Ahh! What is this mess! 
In the hallway?

Natalia
Huh. Shit the clothes.

Nathan
Hey. Baby.

Natalia
Nathan the clo... 

He cuts my off kissing me.