do you ever wonder

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Hey guys so this story is coming to an end soon! there's probably about 1 or 2 chapters left so yeah then i'll start a new book which I already have ideas for. Sorry I haven't updated iI had to get a new laptop so yeah.

Slight trigger warning at the end of the chap so yeah nothing horrible just ya.

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THIRD PERSON P.O.V

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It's been a month of trying to find a way to wake up Sam,trying to find Scara, and trying to find out what's up with Gabriel. Basically everything has been a mess.

Dean and Cas might as well call it quits, they don't even talk unless it's an argument about their lives. Everything has been a mess with finally moving Sam into a hospital, arguments filled with broken tears, and smiles that becoming broken.

Cas seems like as if his whole life is just being written out for him by someone that wants him to suffer in life. Cas has just been weird lately he's started hearing screams yet when he looks around he see's nothing but white until it stops. He's wants to tell someone, but he know he'll get sent into the lunny bin with a bunch of other creeps so he keeps quite and tries to act like nothings wrong.

Cas was actually just on his way to Deans' house right now

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Cas made his way to the front purch of his lover-that-always-fights-with-him-because-of-his-coma-brother and knocked on the door, then waited for someone to answer.

Dean opened the door looking like a mess that was beyond fixing. His hair was in all directions, navy blue shirt had beer stains,the samulet tht his younger brother gave to him was on the floor, and you could tell that he hasn't slept in days. Dean looked at Cas blankly obviously a sign that he didn't want to talk.

"Dean" was all that Cas could say. He didn't know what to say it seemed as if he couldn't control what he was saying like he was a puppet or something. All he could do was stand there and look at Dean, but he said nothing in return and with a roll of his eyes slammed the door shut.

Cas looked down ashamed of himself. how could I just sit there and say his name? what would that do? God dammit I'm such a coward. All of theese thoughts ran through Castiel's mind as he slowly made his way to the park that held memories he would never forget.

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flashback

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Cas , Dean, and Scara were all hanging out at the 'place of adventure' as Scara liked to call it eating  snacks and just talking when Dean and Scara got in a heated arguement about which show was better Merlin or star treck.

"listen here you squirrel with cheekbones. Merlin could kick anyones ass in star treck any day so back off, bitch" Scara yelled throwing candy at Dean.

"How dare you captain kirk could kill Merlin in a blink of an eye you she devil" Dean responded yelling back louder wanting to win this fight even though it was all a joke.

"Yes the Demon calls the angel a she devil I see how it is" Scara said trying to keep a straight face.

"Wow racist much yo-" Dean was about to yell another stupid insult when Cas slapped in lightly on the face.

"How about you nerds shut up and play scrabble with me" Cas said laughing at his lover and bestfriend.

"Don't call me a nerd, scrabble boy" Scara said throwing popcorn at him with a laugh making Dean laugh and start throwing food at Cas.

"Hey when did I become the enmy here!" Cas yelled as different types of junk food were thrown at him. When getting no response he threw food back at the two when everyone stopped."This. is. war" Scara yelled as a food fight between the three began

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flashback over

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Cas sighed wondering how his life could go from down hill to up hill to down hill so fast and at a pretty young age. He made his way deeper into the forest once again hearing the screams in his head yelling for his name as if someone was scared for him, but of course it would stop after a while leaving him in silence and his thoughts. He just kept questioning pretty much everything, and wondering when something else will pop into his life making it better or worse, but one thought stuck out the most.

"I wonder what would happen if I died tomorrow".

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Yeah i know i took a long time to update and that this chapter is really depressing besides the flashback,but next chapter will be the last and should be up tomorrow or later today.

adios bitches

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