Pregnancy By Tal Fishman

noth·ing·ness

(Okay so I'm so sorry but this is me editing and um I just now realized you can listen to the songs and read the story so I'd suggest getting an app to listen to the songs. This one is call 'surrender' and the other is called 'falling apart' sorry again love you all. Enjoy!)
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(Okay sorry but this chapter may be a little sad. Get some ice cream snuggle in some blankets get your friends, tissues, and some love, this may be really sad. Also listen to the songs. There will be opportunities during the story. Enjoy!) (;-;)
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Tal's POV
I had no idea what was going to happen to me..I listen to some music. I turned my head and saw someone. I stopped quickly as if I was going to hit something. I held my breath. And closed my eyes. I held my chest. It hurt. I heard someone knock on my window. "Are you okay?" I let down the window "I don't know.." I held my chest tighter. "What's wrong?" I looked down "I think I almost had a heart attack.." the lady covered her mouth "Do you need me to call 911?" She asked. I didn't want to worry Lila while she's in the hospital after she gave birth a second time. But..if this means I was about to have a heart attack then I may need this. "Maybe..yeah" she got out her phone and dialed 911. I got out of the car. Then everything went black.
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I woke up to a bright light. I look to my right and see Lila sitting next to me. "Lila?" I say. I try and hug her but she just disappears in my arms. I look around. I see her sitting at a tree. I run towards her. "Lila?" I say I touch her hand but she disappeared, again. I cry. "Lila!" I say "LILA!" I yelled. I close my eyes.
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I open them again. The pain in my chest never ending. Warm tears fall from my eyes. "Lila?" I try and say. I close my eyes, again. To a nothingness called the dark.
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I wake up intensely breathing hard. I found myself naked on a cold metal table. "What the hell." I say. I see something on my foot. A tag. It has my name, birthday and..time and day of death? What the hell is going on. I was covered with plastic wrap. I heard a voice. I just sat there looking at all of the other bodies. There a nurse walks in. And screams.
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The doctor pulls a light to my eyes. "Are you okay?" he asks. I nodded "did you forget how to talk all this year?" My eyes went wide I jumped up "A year!?" He chuckled "I'm sorry, I meant 6 months." He looked at me "6 months?!" I say "Yeah. We pronounced you dead. But I guess you were just in a coma." He says with a frown. "Lila. I have to see my kids. And my wife." He frowns "well I'm afraid you can't." He said. Then he smiled "Why? And why are you smiling?" He chuckled again "Because you haven't gotten any clothes." He said I looked down at myself "oh." I looked at him "Wait so there's nothing wrong with me? So I'm just free to go after I get my clothes on?" He nodded. "But you can't drive of course." I figured. "So just take the bus." I nodded "your clothes and other belongings are in the bag in the second drawer. I nodded again. "Thank you" I say grabbing my clothes and going to the bathroom.
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"Thank you so much." I say "Yes of course your welcome but you have to come back tomorrow so I can take more tests." I nodded and left. I got on the bus and payed. "Oh my god. Tal Fishman???" I heard a young voice say "We all thought you were dead!" I turned my head to see a 13 year old maybe "I was in a coma. But don't tweet or post anything about it yet. I want to post a video." She smiled and nodded. She took a picture with me and sat back down. I sat down in the back. I grab my phone to a million messages. I check them. Most of them saying 'Why are you in the hospital??' But before I got to Lila's messages my phone died. "Great" I say. I close my eyes and doze off.
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"Sir, Sir wake up, your home." The bus driver says. "Oh thank you." I get up quickly. "Your welcome" she says. I walk in front of the house and see a red car, and our family car. "Who's.." I questioned. I get to the door. I feel nervous. I ring the door bell. I hear laughing and giggling. The door opens up to a little boy with 4 teeth straight brown blonde hair and a big slobbery smile. He was looking up at me. "How did you reach the handle." I say raising and eyebrow "Oliver! I told you not to open the door-" I looked up at Lila, she froze. "Dadda" I look down at Oliver. And without any reaction before I now realize my son "Oliver?" I say "Dadda" he says again I pick him up and kiss his head. "Oh my god." Then I see Ollie as well. I put Oliver down and pick up Ollie. "Look at those eyes Ollie!" I kiss his head as well. I put Ollie down. And look back to Lila. I step inside the house. Still looking at her. "Lila..?" I say "Tal...?" After She said my name and fell on her knees to the ground and broke out crying. I ran to her and fell next to her and hugged her. "I heard your heart stop....you died...how are you here...?"
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Flashback 6 months ago
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Lila's POV
I got a call saying Tal was in the hospital for a heart attack. I quickly got dressed, and snuck out of the hospital. I got in my car and drove to the hospital Tal was at. (Charlotte was at the hospital and Tal's mother was watching the boys) I got out of the car and went to the front desk of the hospital. "Tal Fishman. I'm his wife." I say she types into her computer "room 220 upstairs" she says I smiled and got into the elevator. I pressed the second button. I got out and ran to Tal's room. His door was closed. I saw him with a machine hooked up to him. I opened the door quickly. When I got in doctors had they're heads down. I looked at Tal. My hair in my face. I began to cry. I stood next to him. (Song time)

"Tal...?" I say before I hear a flatline. I break down. I think to myself as I cry 'why me?'. 'Why you?' I feel as though it's my fault, even though I wasn't there. I feel as though Tal died because of ME.
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"I felt as though you left me because of me. I loved you and I still do. But after a while I gave up hope. I gave up my chances of making your life the best life. But I failed at that too...I failed to make you happy..." I say crying "You've never failed at making me happy, you've never failed at anything, you've never failed me. I love you, Lila. I will stay with you for the rest of my life. You are a part of me now. You are what I've been waiting for. From the beginning now we wait for the end, I will never leave you, ever. And that person who wrote that note about me cheating on you, that will never be true. I love you and only you. But Lila if I can't stay awake for you, promise you'll move on, promise you won't be stuck on me, promise you'll make our beautiful kids happy. Promise you will do anything to keep our kids and you safe, forever and always. Promise me." Tal's says as I tear up "I-... I..promise.." I say. "I love you, Lila Fishman" he says "I love you too Tal Fishman" he smiles. I just cry. "Don't cry.." he says "I can't..Your here..a-and I don't know how to react..I don't know what to do..." he kisses my head "Then don't do anything. Just hug me, for as long as you want." He says. I smile. He tucks my hair behind my ear. "Okay I'm going to do something I can barely remember how to do and that is filming a video. Come with me?"
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Tal's POV
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We walked to the room and we sit in the chairs. Lila turns on the camera. "Do you remember what you say?" She asks "Uh yeah?" I say back "what's up everyone and welcome back to reaction time make sure you follow me on Instagram?" Lila nods "So you guys may be confused but I'll explain. So I wasn't gone I was in a coma. The doctors got the wrong idea. I was in a 6 months coma. I'm sorry I had to worry you guys. I love you all I will explain more but my heart feels like it's going to be pulled out of my chest. I will talk to you all later..peace" I say and Lila turns off the camera. "Are you okay?" She asks "Y-yeah......no..." I say about to cry. She hugs me. "Don't leave me...ever..okay?" I smile and nod. She helps me up and lays me down in the bed. I kiss her and I close my eyes. "I love you.." she says "I love you too.."
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Lila's POV
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I wait till he falls asleep to go film. I got to the room and turn on the camera. "Hey everyone, so Tal is okay as you heard him say earlier. He is okay, well..not exactly but...he's walking..talking..and breathing..he was in a coma and I didn't know it, no one knew it. Everything I thought I knew wasn't true. I hate that...I stopped believing he was okay..you guys kept supporting me and his family and friends..you guys are everything he needed and still needs. We will have to wait until everything is settled and okay which may take a month or two but we can try..I love you all and he loves you too, peace." I say and end the video crying.
I walk back to the room and lay next to Tal. He hold me tight...is this a dream?...or is it real..? How is this even possible...? I can hear his heart beating..fast..but am I just hearing someone else's..?
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Okay the same song before it ends.

I lay me head on his chest for the longest time so I know he's still with me. I wrap my arm around his waist and hold him close and as tight as I can. I look at him and smile "Your here..that's all that matters to me right now...I love you..." I say and close my eyes so I could sleep. With him, for the first time in a very long time. Forever and Always.
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Is you didn't get to finish the last song it's okay listen to the rest and take in the feeling. Love all you beautiful people, until next chapter.
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