Pregnancy By Tal Fishman

I've been feeling down

3 months later
Oh you guys don't know what happened lemme fill you in 😉
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Month 1
Tal came over and we played a bit of video games and shit that BEST friends do that's right we are best friends now. It's weird because the first day we met was like we were meant to be friends and now we're BEST friends. I love him so much though. "DANG IT YOU BEAT ME AGAIN" he said with a hurt look "don't worry there will be other times" I said while patting his head. He tackled me because he doesn't like his head being patted "TAL!" I said. Then he started tickling me. He was the best friend anyone could ever have. Especially me. I'm the luckiest woman alive to have Tal Fishman as my best friend. (Probably said best friend to many times. 😬)
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Month 2
Tal and I haven't been talking. I don't know what I've done to make him mad at me. Or possibly hate me enough not to talk to me. I went on Instagram for awhile and I saw a post of Tal on a yacht or a boat I can't tell (one of his recent posts 😘) my jaw dropped he didn't tell me he was leaving I decided to text him
(Convo starts here 👇)
Me: why didn't you tell me?
2 min later
Tal💔: tell you what?
Me: that you left..
Tal💔: oh sorry I was to busy to talk to you.
Me: wow, okay
Tal💔: I won't be back for another month though sorry
Me: your so heartless don't, text, call, or FaceTime me. I can't believe you Tal. I thought we were actually getting somewhere as best friends
Tal💔: I'm sorry, Lila
Me: no, sorry won't fix anything. You know I've been feeling down?
Tal💔: no I didn't
Me: exactly. Tal Fishman...I hate you..
Tal💔: -number has been blocked-
(End of Convo 👆)
Tal's P.O.V
She blocked me.
What have I done...
I lost my best friend.
She's been feeling down...
What if she tries to hurt herself. No she can't. Shit. I'm a total fuck up. Fuck. I'm sorry Lila.

Lila's P.O.V
I started crying I realized I haven't taken off my makeup. I went to the bathroom and looked at myself. "I'm not pretty. I HATE MYSELF!" I yelled and I took off my makeup and started crying again. You all might say I'm overreacting but I bet most of you know how it feels to lose a best friend. If you don't shut the fuck up and listen closely. Best friends never care about you most of the time if you think they're good people. But mine wasn't a good person. I hate him now he is the worst. This is the worst day of my life. Best friends can be the best at times. But right now MINE WAS A DICKHEAD!! I'm not overreacting. I'm just mad, sad, confused, and hurt. But whatever I don't care anymore.
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Month 3
I decided to get outta of bed for the first time ever (not literally) I decided to wear a white leather crop top with a black leather short but not to short skirt and my black leather vans I didn't put on any makeup then I got my headphones and listen to "Say You Won't Let Go" by James Arthur (listen to it. I recommend headphones for this song so you get the feeling and idea of this story)

I went outside and got my long board. I know what your thinking a model long boarding well I'm not a model anymore I didn't want to do it anymore because of how I was feeling. They keep begging me to come back I think I might though. But not right now. I went down the street and got a couple of whistles from guys I scolded at them all and they looked away. I decided to go to a cafe. I went in and saw Tal for the first time in a long time. He looked at me and I looked away and left. I heard him screaming my name (that's what's she said)
He started running after me but I got on my long board and rode away I stopped and sat down in the grass. I laid down and looked at the sky. I got on my phone and went through pandora for a radio. And I found "Me, Myself and I" by G-Eazy & Bebe Rexha I honestly liked this song. I took a couple of photos of my long board and for the caption I put "I'm BACK" I haven't talked since Charlie talked to me. Bella was busy with modeling and shit, Marissa was moving. Charlie was working all the time. So I was alone except for Jason. I haven't really told him what happened and we haven't talked either. I decided to walk home my legs were tired of pushing my leg to make the long board go faster because Tal was chasing me. DON'T SAY IN OVERREACTING BECAUSE IM NOOOOOOOT!!! But whatever, I Bumped into someone when I was walking with my head down. I knew exactly who it was...
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Well that was intense and you all know who she bumped into. If you all have time I'd like you to read my other story called Bullied by "My Best Friend" it has Tal in it again. Don't judged me, I like Tal. But love y'all.