letter three
twenty-fourth of may, two thousand and fourteen
my dearest mitchell,
i love you too. i really do. we were skinny love for quite a long time, and when we admitted it, i felt relieved. i had the feeling that rang in my stomach daily, whenever i looked at you. you were such a kind and adorable boy, and i couldn't help myself but love you.
mitchell, i love you a whole lot, and i know you want to help, but at this point, i don't know if help will do me any good. i'm in a dark place, mitchell, i really am, and i keep feeling like i'm sinking. deeper and deeper by the minute.
do you know what depression is like? it's a feeling you can't shake. it's one like this; you are in an ocean. below the sea level, in the water. you keep trying to swim up to the surface, to get a breath of fresh air and to smile continuously, but you can't. no matter how much you swim and kick up, you can never reach the surface.
depression feels like you're drowning in a never-ending ocean of sadness, mitchell.
sincerely,
your honey bee.
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