Living Up To An Expectation
Growing up in a smart family, you have an life that has high standards.
Good Grades-Happy life-Good job
Sometimes it's hard to try to live up to those expectations if you're not happy personally
I'm not the type to say t...
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I'm not about to sit here and act like I'm not in my feelings but I have school and tests to worry about. I do miss talking to Devante but I think he let his sudden popularity get to his head.
It was currently Wednesday and it had been 2 weeks since the little situation. Right now I'm getting ready for school listening to music. Dondria has been very supportive but I don't want to feel weak.
I felt like looking presentable or maybe I was just in a good mood because my outfit was cute.
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I quickly got ready and left out and drove to school.
When I walked in school people were just looking and me having the attitude that I have, I said out loud "THE FUCK" while rolling my eyes and they looked away.
I met up with Dondria and we talked for a minute and that's when I seen him walk by slowly.
I missed him and all but I refuse to be disrespected like that. I'm still human and my feelings get hurt also.
He walked by and it felt like time just slowed down. I didn't want to stare at him and make it seem like I missed him. After all he is the one who caused this break up.
While he was walking to his group of friends, he turned around slightly and I looked down and Dondria looked at me with a disapproving look.
"What?" I said "Don't look down like that. It makes you look weak. Don't let his ass think you miserable without him." She said "I wasn't trying to make it seem like that. I just didn't want to look at him." I said lying "Girl we need to work on your self esteem." She said seriously • • • • • • • • • • • • • •
D E V A N T E S W I N G
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I wake up this morning feeling empty. I don't know how I let that situation get so far. Why would I even let that girl over there.
I still beat myself up about it. I feel so dumb. Tajiah is obviously the girl I want to be with.
I throw on some sweat pants and a graphic shirt and I spray some Axe on me. I grab my keys and leave out. Dalvin just got his own car so he already left.
As I get to school, people were looking at me. The girl who I cheated with must have went back and said something to the school.
I heard Tajiah's mad voice and I instantly knew what she was talking about and who she was talking to.
The people at this school loved drama and they just knew that both of us broke up. I walked past her and I instantly got shy.
It felt like the time when I first met her.
As I was walking I looked back a little and I seen her look down. I just felt so bad.
I feel like I let another person down. I already let my father down and he does not love me. I feel like my mother is only supportive because she feels bad for me.
I walk up to Kci, JoJo, and Dalvin and we greet each other.
I have to figure out a way to talk to Tajiah but I just don't know how I'm going to talk to her.
I feel like if I try to talk to her she would just blow me off.
Maybe I'll try to call her tonight. If she does not pick up then I'm going to her house.......
Hey guys. A lot of people have been adding this story to their list. That's good. Umm plz vote thank you❤️ school is so stressful and my classes are honors.
