Living Up To An Expectation
Growing up in a smart family, you have an life that has high standards.
Good Grades-Happy life-Good job
Sometimes it's hard to try to live up to those expectations if you're not happy personally
I'm not the type to say t...
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t a j i a h g a r y.•.•.•.
just a filler chapter to let y'all know im still alive.
I woke up in the arms of Devante, he was sleeping so peacefully. I was naked so I put on my pink silk robe and I got up and tried to go to the bathroom but I quickly realized that the inside of my legs were very sore. The pain was bad.
I didn't realize that it would do that much damage to me. I crawled to the bathroom and leaned on my bathroom counter to brush my teeth. When I was done I turned to the door and opened it to be met by a cheesing Devante.
"Hey babygirl" he said while hugging me. "hi" I said shyly. I just feel weird from last night.
He took my virginity and I can't get that shit back so he better stay close to me.
"What's wrong?" He asked me looking dead in my eyes
"Nothing, you hungry?"
"Yea you wanna go get something to eat?"
"I guess...." I said as I was trying to get away from him. I don't know why I was acting so weird but I just felt weird.
"Stop playing with me Tajiah, did I do something wrong?" De asked me concerned
Shit, now I felt bad "No baby I swear you didn't do anything, this is just all new to me and I don't want you to leave me after this, I trust you." I said truthfully
"I got you baby, I love you." He said while kissing all over me
"Okayyyyy de I'm about to get ready so we can go out."
I threw on something basic
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De just threw on some grey sweatshorts and a white tank top with white g fazos (Air Force ones)
We went downstairs to see women that I've never see before on the floor passed out and I was so ashamed. Maybe we would not like me anymore if he seen this. Its so embarrassing.
lowercase intended.
what if he didn't want talk to me anymore.
"im so sorry de, this is the harsh reality of what i go through on the daily." "you good baby, you know i would never judge you."
im sorry to end the chapter right here but i have real bad writers block and i wanna start a new story. ive also haven't been feeling myself im so sorry but i wanted to get this out just to let you know im still alive.
