For You, My Love

I miss you :[

You're sleeping right now and I miss you more than ever.

Leaving you was so hard last night and I wish I could've stayed. I'm hoping my friend checked up on you like I asked her to. I was worried about you Angel. I hate having to leave you. 

I want to apologize for making you worry twice today. Once about my whereabouts, and once about my health. But I promise I'm alright. And I'm really sorry for making you worry.

I love you. I love you so so much.

I hope that when you're reading these, you're smiling. The last thing I want is for these to make you upset.

I miss you so much.. But I'm glad that you're sleeping. You need it. You stay up too late too often Angel. It's not good for you.

I don't know. I'm just wanting to write this because I really miss you. But I hope you're sleeping good my love. I can't for you to wake up so we can talk❤

I'm really hoping that we'll be able to call this weekend. It's been too long since I've heard your voice. It's so amazing to me Angel. I love hearing you talk.

I wish we could talk all the time.. I'm sorry that I can't.. I really try to, but there's just times when I really can't. I'd call you everyday if I could. Hearing you talk makes me so happy.. I miss it.

Sometimes I can't get over how perfect you are. I know everyone has their own definition of perfect, but you're mine. I love all the silly things you'll tell me, how you'll tell me that you're not silly, you're smart. I love how if I ask you about the things you like you'll talk to me about them. I love how you'll turn the conversation around when I tell you that you're adorable and you'll say "I know you are".

I love how happy you make me, and how comfortable you make me feel. I love how when I tell you that you're pants are on fire, you'll tell me that you like them on fire. God, you're so Silly Angel, even if you don't wanna admit it. But I love that you're silly.

I love all the things you do. You're just so amazing to me Angel. And I know that sometimes things that happen at home upset you, but please remember this:

You are who you are. You're amazing. Nobody can change the way you are. Angel, you're perfect just the way you are and if people can't see that, then they can fuck off. Those people don't understand what an amazing and wonderful person you are. What those people think about you doesn't matter. What matters is what you think of yourself. If you're happy with yourself, if you know that's who you want to be, if you want to try something new, anything. Then that's what matters. Not what others think. You're perfect. I mean that.

I love you so so much Angel. You're truly amazing❤