For You, My Love

Thank you.

Angel,

Thank you so much for calling me the other night. I was having a huge breakdown and I was crying so bad. But you helped. You calmed me down and made me smile. It seems that you're the only one who's able to do things like that. Thank you. Hearing your voice calms me down, it makes me feel safe. You assured me that you wouldn't ever be leaving. I hope I did the same for you today. I'm never going to leave you. I promised you that a few months ago. I'm not going anywhere. I'll always be here. I love you so much. More than you'll ever be able to understand. You're putting my pieces back together. Thank you. This next part is gonna be cheesy, but that's just me isn't it??

"Merrily we fall out of line, out of line. I'd fall anywhere with you I'm by your side. Swinging in the rain, humming melodies. We're not going anywhere until we freeze. I'm not afraid, anymore. I'm not afraid. Forever is a long time, but I, wouldn't mind spending it by your side. Carefully we're placed for our destiny. You came and you took this heart, you set it free. Every word you write or sing is so warm to me, so warm to me. I'm torn, I'm torn to be right where you are. I'm not afraid, anymore. I'm not afraid. Forever is a long time, but I, wouldn't mind spending it by your side. Tell me everyday I get to wake up to that smile. I wouldn't mind it at all. I wouldn't mind it at all. You so know me. Pinch me gently. I can hardly breathe. Forever is a long, long time. But I, wouldn't mind spending it by your side. Tell me everyday I get to wake up to that smile. I wouldn't mind it at all. Yeah I wouldn't mind it at all."

I know, I know. It's pretty cheesy. But I just want you to know that I love you Angel and I care about you so much. You're my everything. You manage to bring a smile to my face on my darkest days, and you always make me so happy. You're always there for me and you make me feel loved and cared for. Thank you. You're truly amazing Angel. You really are.

I know today you started thinking about me leaving and stuff. Saying that I'd eventually get sick of you and leave. That's where you're wrong. I've promised I won't leave you and I'm saying true to that Angel. You're my world. I'm not giving up on you. I won't leave you behind. I'll always be with you. I'll always find my way back to you.

You also told me today that you were scared of disappointing me. Angel, I know all too well how that feels. There's things I've said and done that I'm not proud of. I want to tell you but I don't want it to change your view of me. Yes, I'll eventually tell you. Maybe we can just talk one day and tell each other the things we've always been scared to tell each other. Who knows, we may have done some of the same things Angel.

Just please know that anything you ever do or say will make me disappointed in you. You can never let me down. You can't do anything that's going to make me leave Angel. I'm here to stay for a long time. I love you so so much.

You're perfect. Remember that.

I hope you have a good day today Angel.

I love you with all my heart❤