9:23 P.M
I hate myself right now. I need help. I've asked for help plenty of times and people would say "Oh I'm here for you. Don't worry I'll help you." I've asked my school counselor for help and told me that I'm going to have to get therapy... AGAIN! THAT SHIT DIDN'T WORK OUT THE FIRST TIME! WHAT MAKES YOU THINK IT'LL WORK NOW! I had a suicidal thought today, I just wanted to end it all. But that wouldn't be the solution to my problem that people think I don't have and I'm not sure if I have a problem but I'm constantly sad for no reason randomly feel like crying and I talked to my mom but she hasn't done anything to help me. I talked to a doctor with my sister and told her I was cutting and the doctor told me I had to get therapy but again, that shit doesn't work for me, it doesn't help me or make me feel better.
I have to wake up early for school so I'll post again some other day. BYE for now!
