The mask (Daichi x Sugawara)

"Please..."

Daichi pov

I let myself fall on my bed and sigh. This will get me into so much trouble. I grab the photo of Sugawara and I from my nightstand and look at it. This is so ridiculous. Why can't I just tell him. I mean, he is my best friend after all. Why did it have to be him? With that perfect smile of his. And his good intentions. My parents will kick me out if I tell them. If they know about Suga they will forbid me to hang out with him. I can't really do anything about this... I look at my clock. Practice should be almost done. Would he really come? Maybe he will bring Hinata. A captain isn't supposed to be a mess like this. Maybe Sugawara should be the new captain. What am I thinking. I am the damn captain! Should I tell him?

"Hey."

I hide the picture under my pillow and jump up. "What the fuck. How did you-" I look at Suga "Language Daichi. And your parents let me in. They were already asking why you were home this early." Suga looks really concerned. "Get out..." I sit down on my bed again and l look at my feet. "No, you are going to tell me what is going on. Then I'll go." His feet appear in front of me and he touches my hair. "Please Daichi. I'm worried." He sits down next to me and keeps quiet for a moment.

"What do you want me to say?" I look at his face and the tears are almost streaming down his cheeks. "Don't look at me like that." I feel guilt growing in my chest. "Something is bothering you. And you won't even tell your best friend. Please tell me what is going on." He places his hand on my shoulder and keeps quiet again. I just sit there waiting for me to find the words and the courage. To tell him my worries. He really is the best friend on earth. And I told Hinata he could just take him from me. Does that make me the worst friend on earth? I think so. Should I tell him? Maybe I should. I look down to my bed and try to think of a way to tell him. Maybe I should just say that I like him. Yes. I should. I sigh and open my mouth.

"Suga-" His lips touch mine and I feel something I never felt before. It's the best feeling in the world but at the same time it's very frightening. With my eyes wide open I can see his red cheeks. Suddenly he jumps up. "I am so sorry! Oh my god. I didn't mean to do that. I swear." I just look at him and can't find a word to say. This was the weirdest thing that ever happened to me. "Daichi?... please don't be mad. I really didn't mean to. I promise I'll never do it again."

His face is covered in fear and his eyes won't let go of me. "Daichi. Please say something."

I let myself fall with my back on my bed and just watch the ceiling. I have no idea what to do now. He is with Hinata now right? I can't do something. That'd be rude.

"Daichi, please..."