I Want It That Way

Forgiveness

“Chrissy.” Sebby tugged on Chrissy’s jammies, curled up with his baby brother. Daddy had gone into the kitchen to make a call about ten minutes ago. He wasn't really supposed to wake the Baby up but he was lonely.

“Mm.” Chrissy’s face wrinkled like he'd start crying, lip trembling.

“Shh, Baby Bubba. Sebby just wanna cuddle.” Sebby petted Chrissy’s hair and grabbed the pacifier off of the nightstand. He pressed it to Chrissy’s mouth until the Baby took it in. “Good Baby. Sebby is proud.”

He knew Daddy often praised them and it made him feel warm and tingly so he wanted Chris to feel that. Sebby carded his fingers through Chrissy’s hair, smiling at how soft it was. He grinned as he felt Chrissy cuddle up to him, the mentally younger Little looking at him with huge blue eyes that sparkled with unshed tears.

“No cry, Bubba. Sebby is here.” Sebby soothed, taking his role as big brother very seriously. “I got my baby Chrissy.”

“My Sebby.” Chrissy mumbled around the pacifier, nuzzling Sebastian's chest. His Brother was there and that made everything okay for now.

“Sebby, I told you not to wake the baby.” Steve sighed, standing in the doorway. “But it's okay… The pizza is here anyways.”

“Shh, Daddy… Cuddling my baby bubba Chrissy.” Sebby wrinkled his nose.

“Not even for pizza?” Steve stared at Sebastian's back.

“Pizza.” Chrissy squirmed free and sat up, reaching for Steve.

“Come have lunch and then we’ll watch some movies.” Steve scooped Chris up, settling him on his hip and holding Sebby’s hand as they walked to the kitchen.

“I like pizza, Daddy.” Sebby leaned against Steve's side as they walked, looking adorable with half his hair sticking up from his nap.

“I know you do, Honey.” Steve smiled at Sebby as the toddler Little sat down and then sat Chris down. He gave them both plates of pizza and sippy cups of water, seating himself between the two in case they need help.

Chrissy was watching over Steve's shoulder, eating his pizza slowly and squirming slightly. He was wet but he didn't want to stop eating or make Daddy stop eating. He finished his first slice of pizza and took a drink of his water, just listening to Sebby talking to Daddy. Daddy looked a bit stressed around the eyes despite Steve's best efforts to hide his anxieties from the two squishy human boyfriends.

“Daddy.” Sebby looked at Steve. “Hug?”

Sebby wasn't dumb, he could tell that Steve was upset and he wanted to fix it. He stretched his arms out and waited for his requested hug.

“Of course.” Steve hugged Seb and then hugged Chrissy too, losing a bit of his tension. His Littles were very sweet and he appreciated them.

~With Bucky~(They speak Russian rather than English but I don't speak Russian and I don't want to butcher it by searching)

Bucky broke three of the specially reinforced punching bags, forcing himself to not fall back into Asset mode where he felt absolutely nothing and cared for nothing. He worked too hard and he never wanted to feel like that.