Packing for surgery has me literally shaking. I'm so nervous for this surgery. I was nervous for the first surgery but this one is more nerve wracking just because this surgery is supposed to basically support all the chemo I've been doing and get rid of all the cancer.
I wanto tell Meek how I feel but i know he's already nervous. Probably even more nervous.
Ever since the interview, I've been calls left and right from other celebrities. I even got a call from Mona Scott asking if I wanted to do "Nicki Minaj Special." No ma'am. Not I.
But in better spirits, I've been working on my fourth studio album and I'm so excited everyone to see it. I have so much planned for it. Hopefully everything just goes planned.
I'm praying to god everything goes planned.
Meek
Counting the stack of money that was in my hand I began overthinking like I normally do.
What if something goes wrong during surgery?
What if she doesn't wake up after surgery?
All these possibilities.
I really need for her to get better. I've noticed she's been a bit distant since the cancer came back. I don't need her stressing because then I'm stressing then everybody gon be fucking stressing and don't nobody need all that damn stress.
But on the other hand, I'm getting ready to drop this surprise EP. Not even Nicki know about it. It's just to hold everybody till the legit album.
Which is something I can't wait to drop too. But shit just gotta be perfect.
But another thing I'm hype about is my baby album. I know shit is gon be legit.
Jumping out of my thoughts, I realized somebody was calling my name.
"Huh?" I said still confused.
"Rihmeek are you okay?You were zoned out for a while." She looked at me concerned.
"Yea, I'm good."I gently pulled her on my lap.
"Well alright. Can we go have dinner at out favorite restaurant? Us and the chasers? I want us together."
"Of course. Go get dressed. I'll let them know."
I was surprised she wanted to go out. Around this time she didnt wanna be no where near the paparazzi.
After texting the chasers, I went to go get ready.
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(He look so yummy..lawwwd👀👅)
Nicki I sat down at my vanity and rolled up. I felt like I need to be at some type of peace since I know for a fact these paps bouta irritate my soul.
