We arrived in the driveway of my house.
"Thanks Stormi. See you tomorrow." I frowned.
I unlocked the door and walked into my house.... Slamming the door shut. I threw my back pack a crossed the room.
Why did I kiss her?!
I shouldn't have done that😟
Maybe I wouldn't feel so bad if I hadn't.
I wanted her to be Nova.
She told me that she loved and I wished it was Nova telling me that he loved me....
Why would she tell me she loved me and then go kiss another girl?!?
That hurts just the same as imagining Nova kissing another girl.
Tears rushed down my face.
I don't know how to control all these feelings.
This hurts on a spiritual level.
I should've never let her back in to my life. Now my heart is broken again..
I walked up to my room with my face burning with rage and sadness.
I opened my door and saw Nova.
I jumped, startled and covered my face.
I hate people seeing me cry.
"W-Why Are you in my Room?" I said with a shaky voice.
"What's wrong?" He said standing up.
"Nothing.... How did you get in my room?"
"The window of course. " He shrugged his shoulders.
"Why are you crying?" He said stepping up to me. He wiped the tear that fell down my face.
"My heart hurts like hell" I sighed, closing my eyes.
"Why?" He raised an eyebrow.
"Because It wasn't meant for me to do it. I should've stopped myself before I fell so hard. I can't believe myself.... Like what am I thinking. I shouldn't have let my guard down. I shouldn't have done it.... " I said with more tears streaming down my face.
"Did What? Niali what's wron--"
"I SHOULDN'T HAVE FELL FOR YOU OKAY?!" I blurted out. I felt selfish. I didn't want him to feel sorry for me.
"Don't pity me..... I know you've got a whole different mind set and I respect that... "
I crashed down on the bed and balled up in my covers.
"Wow." He said after an awkward moment of silence.
"Wow?" I responded.
"Damn. I knew you couldn't resist me." He said sounding conceited.
"Nova. This is not the time." I felt my body tense up.
"I'm sorry.... I don't really know how to comfort females like that. I'm not good at these type of things."
"It's okay.... I'll get over it.... Just keep talking" I mumbled.
"The funny thing is how long it took you to fall for me when I already fell for you" he laughed.
My face burned red.
"When did you fall for me?" I asked.
"The night of Jason's Party." he admitted.
But I still felt empty.
"Nova?" I called.
"Huh?" he responded
"Will you ever break my heart?" I asked.
It took a while for him to respond
"I-I don't know.... I wouldn't intentionally try to break your heart but it seems like everything always goes wrong with me." he huffed.
"Can I be your right?" I bit down in my bottom lip, waiting for him to reply.
"Niali..... You know what you're signing up for. So why would you even try?" he asked.
"Because I've fallen for you. And I don't know how to get up from this." I poured out.
"You're already my right." he whispered.
I grinned.
"One more question." I stated.
"Yeah?" he said.
"Can you make me feel something other than this pain I feel right now?" I said boldly. I balled my fist up waiting to hear the worst.
"You have to be wayyyyy more specific with me. I got a hell of a dirty mind." He laughed.
"I mean exactly like that." I rose up from the covers.
"Make me feel..... Like that" I looked at him in all seriousness.
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