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17. Jealousy?

In Nari's room

Flashback

"Min Nari!" I hear a surprisingly unfamiliar voice call me. The voice is a perfect mix of a deep and high pitch. It catches my attention.

I turn around only to see one of my classmates. Choi Jaeseok.

"Oh, hello Jaeseok-ssi." I say as an uncomfortable aura surrounds us.

... or maybe just me.

"Hey, uhm..I need to tell you something." he says, scratching the back of his head.

Curiosity fills me up.

"Sure. What is it?"

A pause.

He takes in both of my hands before pulling me closer "Actually, i'll just show it instead." He ends it smiling.

Then I freeze on the spot.

Wait- what?

And boom, the next thing I know is that his lips are pressed firmly on mine.

N-no. No, no, no, no. This feels wrong. I don't feel right.

I firmly push him on his chest, breaking our kiss apart.

As I pant for air, my chest moves up and down uncomfortably "J-Jaeseok-ssi..." I slightly glare at him with confusion and rage "This is.. wrong. I'm sorry but, I can't accept this. I need to go."

And then I dash off into the distance, only to leave him with his mouth hanging stupidly wide.

(A/n: *smiirrrkkk* hOw YOu LikE NAri noW?)

End of flashback

"Argh!" Nari throws her pillow across the room with full of dispair and anger.

Oh how dare I!

Every since Yoongi has given her information on how Jungkook saw Jaeseok kissing her, she went into freak mode.

I shouldn't have waited for Jungkook beside the gate. I should've directly called him!

But why is she mad? So mad she can't forgive herself? She wishes she could turn back time to fix her mistake because she now knows that the reason Jungkook isn't in contact with her is... well, her.

MEANWHILE; JUNGKOOK

"How were you lost in the woods anyways?" Jimin asks Jungkook as he makes a s'more for him.

"Don't know, hyung. I-I was just... walking." He shivers.

Hell yeah. Walking away from my problems. Jungkook thought.

"Well you better sleep now. We're waking up early tomorrow, nighty night."

"Yes hyung, Goodnight. And goodnight Taehyungie hyung!" He exclaims to the other male that came from behind a tall tree.

"Night, Kook!" He exclaims back.

Jungkook sleepily walks back to the tent, eyes half-shut.

He hops into the big, blue tent before zipping it up from the inside to block the chit chatterings of his hyungs. He lays back in his sleeping back with droopy eyes.

How do I still miss her in a situation like this..?  My heart aches.

He lays his head on his palm as his body turns to the side for comfort. He misses her.

He misses her face, her smile, her soft touches and everything else that made him love her. But he feels... betrayed. Not by Nari but because of himself. How could he start to love her though he knew the consequences of not confessing his feelings? He has so many questions that are yet to be answered and by now, his irritation and curiosity is torturing him. Literally.

God, he just wants to sleep but he can't . He wants to be able to wake up the next day to force himself out of his rabbit hole, to be able to feel comfortable with her again... like how it used to.

His conscious slowly starts to fade away like the grey clouds in the sky getting washed away as the sun rolls by to cover earth with its rays. His body soon relaxes into such heavy slumber but his brain is still active. So active, it can only focus on one fact.

I was suppose to be standing there by the gate with Nari. Not Jaeseok.

I was suppose to be standing there by the gate with Nari. Not Jaeseok.

.... I was suppose to be standing there by the gate with Nari. Not Jaeseok.

Just like how I saw in my dreams.

It was meant to be me.

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Author's note

Okay fine I'll admit it...

Its a short chapter bUT hEy, at least I updated ,,Ծ‸Ծ,, and again, not my fave chapter but it'll do~. And thank you for 600+ reads! This book is actually getting attention though I'm not really updating much. I also mentioned I was stressed over the days so that the main reason for the lack of new chapters. *not proofread*

-BZ4