*present*
It was a simple mistake; it just happened. Did I still love him? I obviously didn't... but then again he was on the other side of the world at the time. But why didn't I fight the urge to not cheat? Cheating was a sin... but I was drunk and probably close to overdose on some type of drug.
*past*
Why did he have to leave? It was for work purposes, but he could've declined the opportunity. Who was I to be saying this? Shouldn't I be happy for him? I shook my head in disbelief and carried on with my day.
Gabby had invited me to a fun day out that she had planned; I was kinda worried at what this might be, as I had no idea.
I couldn't decide what to wear, so I just pulled on my Adidas tee and slipped on my dusk pink Huffer vest. I just decided to keep my distressed denim shorts and Stan Smith shoes on.
*present*
I don't know how he found out, but somehow he did and now he was threatening to break up with me. He probably will, but I was willing to fight for love.
"Why did you cheat on me?" Asked Ryan in an annoying tone.
"I was high on drugs and intoxicated with alcohol, I was pretty much a whole different person." I shot straight back at him, making an attempt to defend myself.
"Yeah, but through all the drugs, through all the alcohol it was your brain. Your cheating, lying brain that made the decision to cheat on me, and I just don't think that I could forgive you, after this."
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Sorry ahha I know this was really short but oh well ahha
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I'm completely lost without you
Romance"Do you still love me, Ryan?" "I don't know if I can after what you did." "Please, I love you and it was a simple mistake, we can work this out." - - - - - Maya was lost without Ryan. Ryan was the new beginning and a fresh start... but was it really?
