After asking Gabby to ask some boys what 'entice them', she decided to, reluctantly of course. She said, "fine." In a semi angry voice.
A few hours later, she called me. After pleading and pleading, she finally gave in.
"They said nothing." She said annoyingly.
"Really?" I asked, sceptical.
"Yeah. I guess they don't want anything after all."
"Your so stupid Gabby!" I was pretty much yelling at her.
"What did I do?" She asked, clearly confused.
"Nothing." It was obvious she was really confused.
"Well it ain't my fault your boyfriends a prick."
"Gabby!" Now I was yelling.
"What? It's true, you know it." She was speaking the truth...
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What am I doing with my life? Gabby made me realise that Ryan wasn't the best for me. Did he still love me or not? Was this just a game to him? I felt as if he has manipulated me for the past 3 years. I pulled out my phone and opened messages, "We need to talk." Was all I said. He replied almost immediately. "What's up, baby?" the keyboard clicked as I worked to type fast. "Come home, now, please." I clicked the send button. Was I just starting to regret this? No, this was the right thing to do. What if we got married? I couldn't imagine little Ryan's running around... I shook my head in disgust and forgot about it. "Okay. I'll just ask my boss." He typed a little after I sent it.
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Half an hour later Ryan pulled up in the driveway. I took a deep breath and opened the door. Ryan immediately pulled me into a hug but I pulled away. I knew this wasn't right. I sat down and motioned for him to join me. He sat down. "What's up Maya?" He said, he seemed really worried. "We need to talk, about us." I said, immediately regret my choice of tone. His face instantly drooped. "Are you really going to do this to me, Maya? Are you really going to flush 3 years of the best relationship I've ever had, just down the drain?" He was distraught. Why did I do this? "I just feel like we need a break..." As I said this, he stood up, tears slipping down his cheeks. He grabbed my lamp, and threw it on the ground, he was psychotic. Why did I do this?
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Romance"Do you still love me, Ryan?" "I don't know if I can after what you did." "Please, I love you and it was a simple mistake, we can work this out." - - - - - Maya was lost without Ryan. Ryan was the new beginning and a fresh start... but was it really?
